A More Balanced Life
Wow! This is truly an amazing opportunity for you. As you experience this channel, you can have an opportunity to recognize where your issues come from. Is it emotionally based? Is it mentally based? When you recognize from which energy body it arises, you can flow a balancing energy from the other aspects of yourself. One example she gave was when you have thoughts that keep going around and around within your mind, it becomes perhaps an obsessive thought. If you can look at that with understanding, then flow compassion and release into the space; you will see how you can come back into a place of balance. Once you set this up, you can begin to do it automatically. It’s a part of creating a more balanced life.
The Goddess goes on to talk about consciousness. She actually speaks of how one can define consciousness: Your consciousness is a place of being. It’s a place for you to simply be who you are. This is more the summary, but she also described how your thoughts, feelings, experience all come into play and influence what that is for you. She also assists you in feeling how your access to your divinity is through your consciousness and it can be expanded or contracted—allowing more or less of your divinity, thoughts, intuition into you.
If there are things happening within your life that feel beyond your control, use this as a tool to assist in shifting your focus and allowing for a new experience to take place in your life. As you use this technique to create changes in your life, you will find that shifts take place in many different ways. Seek the relief, seek the ease and seek what allows you to feel good. In your physical body, be aware of creating an environment that supports you regarding food, clothing or your environment. There is less of a need to ground through lower vibrational things such as food, clothing and environment. Now you will actually feel BETTER if you clear your environment.
Transcript
Nama sika: venia benya I AM the one; I AM the whole
I greet you my beloved family. I flow my essence here within this space in which you are. I am with you at all times; I am available to you whenever you seek to find a connection to me. Feel how your own divinity, your own life experience, becomes amplified through your connection to me.
I feel such joy for this time upon the Earth. This is a time for people to experience themselves more than they ever have before. What does it mean to you to experience yourself? I invite you to open up your senses; to open up your heart and to open up all of who you are.
As I swirl my energies through here I am picking up on some of the thoughts, the emotions, the energies, that each of you are experiencing. As I do so there are those of you that I immediately transmit an energy of calm; an energy of awareness; an energy that allows you to feel your own presence.
There we go, everyone take in a deep breath and then breathe out. Ooh, there, now that feels so much better.
I invite you to shift your focus so that you may link with the magnetic grid. As you link here within this space, you can feel the magnetic pull of the Earth. You can see the pathways of energy and light.
Ask yourself what this means to you and then be open to receive whatever that answer may be. You may use this as a form of communication. You may use it as a storage space for your higher self where you reach up to and link with whenever you seek information or insights that are just beyond your thoughts. The more you make use of this space, the easier it will be.
I invite you to move through the interlocking grid to move into the space of the crystalline. As you move into the crystalline grid, feel that flow of energy. Feel that smooth transition that moves through the crystalline vibration, not only within and around you but here within the space of the grid. Allow it to help you to expand in whatever way is in your best interest.
From there I invite you to move into the soul plane. Here within the soul plane feel your energies as you link with your divinity. You may have a sense of your ‘I AM’ presence walking towards you or you may feel as if simply putting forth the intention allows you to blend easily with your ‘I AM’ presence. As you do so have a sense of exploring what comes to you.
Do you have a sense of connecting with other parts of who you are? Do you have a sense of connecting with other aspects in your current lifetime? There are so many potentials of what you can do within this space.
I the Goddess move within. As I do so I reach out to embrace each one of you. As I reach out, I allow my energies to merge with you and I amplify all that you may be seeing or feeling for yourself. And that will most often shift you into the space of the All That Is.
Here within the All That Is you may feel as if you stretch out, as if you expand; as if you move in every direction. This is yours to play with and to experience. As you find a space that feels comfortable to you, I invite you to once more have a sense of looking within yourself. From here in the All That Is, bring up the balance that you worked with in our last experience together. [Speaking of the teleconference 09-19-10 Embrace Your Human Existence.]
As if you see the one side, have a sense of your human experience. As if on the other side, have a sense of your divinity. You as your consciousness stand as if you are facing and looking at both of these perceptions. Within your human experience, there are times in which you feel as if things beyond your control are happening to you. Sometimes it feels as if it’s one thing after another. Other times as if it’s just one thing that keeps coming back again and again and again. Take this moment and look at your life.
As you are considering your life and your experiences, open up your awareness that you may discern from which part this experience is coming or for which part it is to benefit. For example, when you feel those things that are out of your control or when you think about it, does it bring up an emotional response? Or does it make you become more analytical? Or do you think and think again and again about whatever that situation may be? Are you perhaps feeling a physical reaction within your body as you consider these actions?
In this manner, as that perception comes up within you then flow in the energy of the other parts that make up who you are.
If it’s mental, flow in some emotional compassion, some support, some relief. If it’s an emotional foundation then use your divinity to again fill it with compassion; use your thoughts to help you understand that there’s a different perception.
This is how you can work with all of your energy bodies to create a balance within your life. As you look to the side at your divinity, allow yourself to open and discern what this divinity means to you. Is it something that you feel or perhaps you see? Is it something that represents experiences? Is it God and Goddess?
Perhaps it is all of those definitions, if you want to call them that. As you stand here in your consciousness, I invite you to hold out your arms, open up your heart and allow your own divinity to wash over you. As you do this you are creating alignment to more and more of your divinity.
Therefore when you have a sense of looking once more towards your human experience on the one side and your divinity on the other, you may realize that there is even more coming to you through your perception of your divinity.
The more you know, the more there is. Your divinity is limitless. Therefore each time you reach out to embrace your soul essence, it allows you that much more opportunity to link with and expand even further into what this is. Breathe and allow.
What is your consciousness to you? Is your consciousness the same as everybody else’s? Is it limited by whatever experiences you may be having?
Consciousness could be defined as a space of awareness. There is also the fact that there are things of which you are not aware that also make up your consciousness. Your thoughts, your beliefs, your emotions, the blend of your humanity is all a part of your consciousness.
Your consciousness is what remains as it moves back into your ‘I AM’ presence once you transition off the Earth. Your consciousness is a place of being. It’s a place for you to simply be who you are. When you allow your consciousness to expand and to flow throughout your day, you are opening up to that greater amount of potential that is there for you.
When your consciousness is closed down - perhaps with narrow beliefs; perhaps through fear, anger or frustration - then you have a more limited access to your divinity. One could say the flow of your consciousness is directly related to everything happening within your life on a conscious and an unconscious level.
As you feel yourself within this space, as you feel your consciousness flow through you, feel what it is when everything is moving and everything is lining up exactly as you seek to have within your life. It feels good, it feels easy; you can move simply from one spot to the next.
Go back now and consider things happening within your life that feel as if they are beyond your control. Do you have that same sense of flow? Do you have that same sense of well-being? Most likely not.
So as you consider whatever this is within and around your life, look at it again. This time have a sense of bringing whatever it is into - almost as if you bring it into your heart, but bring it into your consciousness - and bring it into you as you are here within this space.
For some it may be jarring to your energy; it may make you feel uncomfortable. I invite you to relax, take in another deep breath and allow a balance to occur. Now as you look at whatever this is that’s here within your consciousness, take it as an opportunity to find out why this is happening. Open to receive those insights.
The next question that I have for you is to look, see, sense, feel, whatever this may be, and ask to find its placement within the bigger picture. As you do so, for many of you it’s as if you have found the missing piece to the puzzle but you were trying to put it in backwards or sideways.
Shift it around until it fits with everything else. And once it fits then take in another deep breath, feeling yourself relax. Feel yourself slide into that space of balance and slide into that space in which your consciousness is open and in the flow.
There are times in which there may be something in your life that feels again as if it’s beyond your control. Or maybe you know exactly where it came from and why it has come up for you. Again as you look at it from the space of this consciousness, why are you holding onto this? What is it serving you? If there is a message for you to receive, then open and allow that message to come within.
I then invite you to let go whatever that was. Let it go from your thoughts, let it go from your life; let it go from your consciousness. As you let go whatever it was that was such a struggle, that felt like it was a brick wall to you, or perhaps like it was something restraining you, open and feel how good it is to once more be back within the flow. Feel as if a burden is released from your shoulders.
Sometimes whatever it is may circle back around to you but now it comes in a way that is much more in alignment with you. Other times you will realize that by letting it go in just such a manner you are truly releasing it once and for all.
Look at your life. As if you send a swirling energy clearing out all that is here between your divinity, your life, your consciousness, open your perception and get a fresh look.
As you are looking at your life, be open to receive any new ideas or perceptions of ways in which you may enhance your life experience. This is a time when you can practice feeling, seeing, sensing one experience and then maybe let that go and try on something else; something different.
See which one works best for you; there is no right or wrong. Beloved family, I wish for you to learn if nothing else that whatever you do upon the Earth is about your choices.
As you choose a certain lifestyle, as you choose a particular career path, as you choose a life partner or perhaps children or friends, you are making choices that allow you to have an experience. Accept whatever that experience may be.
If you get into the midst of something and realize it’s not working for you, then again you make another choice of what’s the best interest of all that will also allow you to feel once more in that flow.
I need to take this moment and invite you to think about guilt and ask if that is playing a part in your life. Have you made these choices because you feel guilty about the consequences? Do you feel guilty about how another individual may think? Do you feel guilty perhaps because you are beating your own self up about your choices?
If there is guilt or any other emotion like that, I invite you to draw it all out from you right now; bring it up, and let it go. We send a breeze moving through this space, picking up everything that you guys are letting go, and we see it float out and transform.
When you come back and you look again, from your consciousness to your human, and your consciousness to your divinity, you can see how they are coming closer and closer together with one another.
Is there anything else within your life that is limiting? As you hear, see, sense, feel whatever that may be, I invite you to once more bring it up; bring it up to feel it and then release and let it go.
As you let go whatever this may be, you can feel it. You can know what it is. The more clear your human existence, the deeper blending there will be between you and your divinity.
Life is about manifesting the divine experience that you seek to have. It is about manifesting more and more of your ‘I AM’ presence into your daily life. And the best way to do that is by having a balanced human experience - speaking of your physical, emotional, mental, divine, lightbody essence - letting all of those come into a balance and allowing them to expand so that more and more of your divinity can come within you. You feel it happening right now.
I would also like to take a moment to again speak of the physical experiences that people are having. Sometimes it manifests as a disease, sometimes aches and pains, sometimes they just don’t physically feel as strong as they did before.
We know that many of you have become very conscious of the foods you eat, the clothing you wear and the fibers and textures that are around you. Your physical environment is having more of an effect either to support or to hold you back than it ever has before.
Therefore if you are feeling a challenge or having a difficult time within your life, then look to the physical support around you.
There are many times when people find that their diet needs to change. They may not think there is anything different about them but one of the things I’m seeing is that sometimes people who were allergic are no longer allergic and the reverse is also true.
Be open to receive any insights or information about what’s in your best interest when it comes to your food, clothing and your environment. The more that you live and experience your life in the higher vibrational dimensions, there is more that will be supported with the lifestyle that’s in alignment with that.
There has been times we’ve heard people speak of ways in which they ground themselves; that sometimes what’s in their environments is used as a means of grounding themselves. The more that you have that expanded human experience, the more blended you are, the easier it is to ground your energies or ground your divinity.
You need not use anything outside of yourself. You need only breathe through your consciousness, breathe your conscious awareness all the way down through your physical body and into the Earth.
When you do this you will find that you feel much better. You will find that you have more energy and less of the symptoms. This too is about the change that’s taking place. It’s about the physical integration.
Now as I have spoken of this, I invite each of you to look through your conscious awareness at that which represents your human experience and that which represents your divinity.
In almost every case I see a much deeper blending between these two. There is very little that is kept separate. This is an indication for you that you are finding the balance that you need to have.
I invite you to take this moment to once more look out towards the flow of lightbody energy. You may connect with it through yourself. You may see it around you almost as if a vapor with fine light particles surrounds you; so too does the lightbody energy.
But there is a stream of crystalline energy that moves through this place; it moves down towards the Earth plane, it moves out towards the Omniverse. I invite you to take a moment to allow yourself to merge within this space and let your energies flow out to the Omniverse.
As you do so look at all that is available here for you: knowledge from other planets, knowledge from other ETs if you want to call them that, but more so knowledge from your own ‘I AM’ presence is here and available for you.
I put forth that you have a sense of opening up to a stargate. See if that’s something different for you or if it’s the same. If it’s different then allow yourself to take in whatever those differences may be and ask yourself if there’s one or another that works better for you or if it’s possible to work with both of them.
They are one and the same when you look at them from the sense of the expanded awareness. But there are subtle differences due to people’s interpretation of what this may be. Be open and receive whatever that may be for you.
As if you are gathering whatever information or energy is best for you to have at this moment, have a sense then of shifting your awareness and then flow down as if along a river of energy that takes you all the way back into your space within the Earth plane.
As you allow for that flow to move within and around you, feel how it strengthens that flow of you being you. It strengthens the knowledge and the awareness that is always there for you. Open to receive whatever information is yours in this moment.
I invite you to come back together as a group. I invite you to feel the essence of that beam of light as it moves through this entire space. As that happens transmit into the Earth that deeper blending that took place between your consciousness, your human and your divine essence.
Transmit into the Earth the balanced energy of you as you are. Because as each one of you does this, it creates a greater and greater potential for others to move into or link with. The flow moves with ease.
And you can release this space. We see how that energy shifts as if that consciousness, that conscious intention moves down into the Earth itself; it moves through the crystalline grid creating a vibrational alignment.
The more that you are working with the crystalline grid in just such a manner as this the more it allows you to have the higher vibrational experiences as you live in your daily life.
People speak of dimensions - the fifth, sixth, seventh and eighth – more and more of these dimensions are available for those of you who seek to have that in your daily existence on the Earth. The blended balance that allows for you to accommodate a greater amount of your divinity is what creates a shift that opens you to these higher vibrations.
With that I invite you to have a sense of shifting your focus for just a moment onto the soul plane. It may be that you release some of this essence of the soul but a lot of it still comes with you. You shift into the crystalline grid; finding that energy, you flow down into the interlocking grid and then into the magnetic grid.
As you come here within this space you immediately feel the gravitational pull of the Earth. You find the space in which your higher self resides. Take a moment and allow an acclimation or a balance to take place between you and the magnetic grid and you within this space.
You then have a sense of allowing your consciousness to come more fully down within and around you in your human experience. As you do this, take a moment and take stock of your physical reality.
Acknowledge your physical body, feeling the flow that moves up and down through your physical body. Expand into your emotional body, feeling that flow move through. Expand into your mental, your spiritual and your lightbody energy, feeling yourself acknowledging all of who you are within this space and feeling the flow move back and forth between all parts of who you are.
Feel this from the space of acceptance, feel it from the space of allowing. As you integrate who you are in this moment from this journey, I invite you to come back within the room.
You may find that there is a question that you would like to ask. If so press *6 upon your phone and that will bring you into the queue and I am here to receive any questions that you may have.
All right, so now as you consider your days upon the Earth, as you consider your life, I invite you to do so from that space of blended energy and that space of balance.
I encourage you to remember just how deeply blended you are with your divinity and from that space you know who you are; you know what your potentials are within and around you.
Be open to receive, let your body speak to you and listen to hear what it has to say.
I am ever with you and within.
Ansaluia
Question and Answer
The following are the questions and answers that took place during the teleconference October 3, 2010. The audio of the Q&A is also available through my website.
Question:Thank you for such a beautiful meditation, I can resonate with much of what you were saying. (Excellent!) I’m feeling very overwhelmed lately, there is a lot going on. I’m looking for some clarity and a little bit more balance. I’m trying to get my job or my businesses going, but it’s really frustrating and overwhelming. There’s a lot going on with that and family.
Answer:Okay, so what we want you to do for the moment is bring up in your thoughts, it feels like there are 3 things in particular that are coming to mind. Are there three things you are working on right now? (yes) So bring all three of these things up, you don’t need to say them out loud right now because we feel we are linking to them already. If you want to do this again and again; 10 times, whatever it may be, let yourself do so. In addition if you want to say it loud, then do so. But as you bring these three things up, it’s like we see you holding them in your arms in front of you. We invite you to consciously take a deep breath in and as you breathe down inside of yourself, feel yourself linking to these projects you have going on. As you do so, we are sending through a breeze, we are sending through a wave of energy that is clearing out the debris. As we look at it, it feels like there is a lot of excess energy around. It feels like there have been things that you’ve done as much as you can do and it’s time to now sit back and let things fall into place. So it’s very difficult when you don’t have the income and you’re trying to set up something new. But it feels like it’s time to take a break from it, quick making a big effort about it. Instead, have a sense of allowing a flow of energy. So we would say take a little vacation for a few days, a week, or something like that. Each time you think of these projects, consciously breathe in and blow through an essence of clearing; in doing that, we find that everything is going to fall back in place. We feel essentially you are on tract. It feels like you are standing here at the precipice, you’ve opened up the door. Everything is about to come to fruition. It feels like these last details that have held it at a distance or kept it from happening. So by shifting the energies around it by relaxing or taking a little bit of a break, it feels like things are going to come about and begin to happen for you. It also feels as if the journey tonight what we were doing with you and what you were doing did a great deal towards clearing out these energies also.
That’s excellent.
Can you feel the shift as we moved the energies through just now?
Yes.
Okay, so that’s the energy to reach towards feeling. If you are working on a project and trying to bring things together and you’re outside of that feeling of it being light and easy, then that means you are out of sync with what you’re doing. That’s when you take a step back, breathe through, clear the energy out and come back at it again from a space that feels light and that movement. That is when you know that you’re on track and everything is in alignment.
Okay, thank you very much.
You’re welcome.
