A Question of Clarity

[Luminakisharblaze]

I stood outside today in the crisp dawn air and closed my eyes.  For a moment I was swept back into past harvest seasons and found myself intertwined in a storm of realization.  So many seasons that all would seem the same
to someone who isn’t a sensitive.  And by
sensitive, I mean to everything.  I can
see the energy waves in the air and I can tell which are positive and which are
negative.   I can hear frequencies that
shouldn’t be clear to my ears, yet human conversation is a frequency to which I
am quite deaf.  I can look to the
farthest point on the horizon, and in a flash, I can spread myself quite literally
from where my body stands, all the way to the point on which my vision is
fixed.  I can tell you what each place in
between smells, feels, sounds and looks like up close.  Human emotion that has been cast off hits me
in solid waves.  I take them in, transmute
them and send them back out to where they belong.  This is my place.  It is usually a comfortable place until the
last few days.  A door it seems has
opened that should not be.  There is much
activity among the most negative of energies (she who embodies apathy).  There is something very off balance.  The frequencies that should carry the waves
of love and light are being crowded with dissonance and the song is now
tainted.  I only speak of this to find
out if anyone else has noticed this.  I
am looking for another perspective as I am somewhat at a loss and not sure what
to make of this. I only know that it is painful to tune into that frequency to
find out for myself and in some small way, I was hoping to find someone who
senses this as well so I may find a little clarity.

[ayana]

Hello. I am reading your very sincere and honest post. THank you, dearly, for sharing it with us. Are you still seeking clarity or has time answered your concerns?

 

Genuinely interested,

 

AyAnna

[Luminakisharblaze]

I know now what the frequency imbalance is.  I have been locked in battle with Apathy.  We have become the center point of balance between light and dark.  There was (a couple of weeks ago) a wave so big it quite literally cracked my ribs from the inside.  (This has happened once before in battle)  I am close to healing from this and have been resting.  I know what needs to be done on my part now, but I am in need of finding some old friends from Plano, Texas.  I haven't seen them since midnight at Denny's in 1988.  Hopefully our paths will cross soon.   I am afraid I have discovered quite too much.  Ask for clarity and I get more than I counted on, but exactly what makes sense.

 

 

[Myriel RAouine]

Dear Luminakisharblaze,

Althoughh I do not feel the same dissonance as you, I can feel the pain and feeling of being lost you describe. Your writing is conveying it to me and I immediately asked AA Michael to PROTECT you and now I call on AA Chamuel to put his wings of LOVE around you and hold you so that you can finally rest in LOVE again

!

 

All that is necessary will cross your path - be it human beings or other worldly ones ... just take care of what you are calling in, ok?

 

I'm sending you HEALING energy to facilitate your healing process, dear Luminakisharblaze,

 

Sonja Myriel