I've been a bit light on posts lately, but that is mostly because I've been in recovery mode after my three day experiment. I'm sure I made great strides by doing that, but it also tired me out greatly and I haven't done any big energy work since.
But, that doesn't mean many interesting things haven't happened. So I will recap a few of them here. My family prefers privacy, but some of what I'm seeing is related to family, so I have to find a way to talk about it, without causing privacy issues...
First of all, a note about darkness. It has been awhile since I've seen any indication of darkness around me. However, last night, I was feeling a bit flu-like and I was asking for some help from my guides. My light was feeling a bit dim if you will. I called on Archangel Raphael, but I couldn't remember his name at first (which is weird). Then after a few seconds I remembered his name and saw a being approach me (I was laying in bed). As he reached out toward my torso, "it" looked at me and was clearly NOT Archangel Raphael. It was humanoid, not alien, but more like a nasty thief of some kind with dirty matted hair, unusual eyes, rotten teeth, etc (Hollywood image of evil). When it looked at me, it smiled with this malevolent sneer as if it was successful in tricking me and it was too late to do anything about it. IT was wrong.
I called on Archangel Michael, and on myself as Archangel Everian. "It" stood up and was frozen in place. I told it to "unzip" and expose what it truly was (a new technique I recently learned). When it unzipped it's façade, it was pure darkness inside. This could be a dark being, it could be my own fears, it could be illness, etc. Whatever it is, I have no need of it. We applied the Violet Flame and it was gone. For good!
Now I asked Archangel Raphael to come forward again, and this time he arrived blazing Emerald Light, and all was well.
My Mother has been worried about me and said she saw some malevolent being/darkness trying to get to me. Maybe this is what she saw.
On a different subject, I had a dream recently where I was at a party in my home/garage and everyone was extremely joyful. People were being silly and having fun to a higher degree than normal. It was nighttime and the sky was clear with a bright starscape above. I went out of the garage into the driveway and looked up. There were formations of UFO's or light ships that were clearly visible and moving across the sky. It has been awhile since I've had one of these dreams and I was watching them closely. One of my family members was walking by me so I stopped them and pointed out the formation of ships. Unfortunately, they couldn't see them. I pointed my finger at them with my arm right along their line of sight so there was no way they could be looking in the wrong direction. Still, they couldn't see them. I was very happy I could see them, but disappointed that the proof which eludes so many was elusive again.
On a different occasion, we were clipping the toenails of one of our Pomeranians and he was very unhappy about this and had to be restrained while he snapped and snarled throughout. He wasn't being hurt, but he was fearful he would be. During this my daughter was crying so I asked why she was crying. She said he was scared and that he feels the same way she felt when we held her down when she was little. Holy crap, interesting memory floating out from this trigger. We did have to restrain her to put medicine in her ears, and once for her scratched eye, and she was harboring these feelings. After some consoling and given a moment to think, I told her that this was a great opportunity for good things to happen. I said that if she can forgive us for holding her down, and if we can forgive ourselves for doing so, we can get closer to unconditional love and find greater happiness together.
I feel there was a shift in all of us at that moment, even if it isn't fully realized on a conscious level. It was a good lesson to identify memories to clear and find blessings wherever we can.
And one last thing (best for last). I did do some energy work since my three day experiment. I anchored in Sanat Kumara after he had introduced himself to me in a dream. It was very interesting that he integrated into my upper chakras magnifying the energy with very brilliant and vivid versions of the chakras. Then he expanded these energies to my lower chakras with the same results. As this was going on, and the energy was flowing I looked across to see Shiva with a huge grin on his face. He was really enjoying this... :)
I had very specifically only anchored Sanat Kumara and asked for a low-impact anchoring simply because I was so tired, but it was a wonderful session and I will be doing it again soon.