This is the second part of my meditations last night as continued from my previous post (Re-Creating Maldec).
I asked who I was going to talk to.
"You are going to talk to yourself... (snicker, snicker). Or at least most of yourself that isn't in 3D experience right now."
Me: "Okay, sounds good me me, people think I talk to myself anyway. ;) "
Myself: "Well you are in truth doing that, but you are so expansive, it seems like you are talking to others. Very weird that way."
Me: "Let's talk about ascension. When I am having these amazing adventures, I would really like to stay in this higher state of being. What would happen to my body if I did?"
Myself: "If you were focused on your ascended self, that which has already happened in the NOW, then your body would be fine and dandy in 5th or higher dimension... If however you're focused on your body, as not being ascended in physical form, and thus focused on separation from us (the rest of you), then your body would rebel and force your focus back to physical, to do things like eat food and stretch muscles. This is what we call "descending."
Me: "So is it true that I am ascending when meditating and having these experiences, and descending when I come back out of the experience?"
Myself: "Yes, in a manner of speaking that is what is happening. However until you fully focus on the timeline of full physical ascension, your body is ascending a little at a time in the meditative, ascended focus you are in. There are reasons why this is the right thing for you, because of the work you and other lightworkers are accomplishing by ascending and descending seemingly constantly."
Me: "Makes sense to me, but being fully ascended sure sounds awesome."
Myself: "It is awesome, has already happened, and will be your primary focus at the right moment. Be patient with yourself."
I thanked myself for the conversation, then went back to staring at the starscape. As I have often done, I asked to see "my ship" with my physical eyes (Helios Lightship One).
I didn't see it, and it became a little frustrating. I could see shapes and illuminations in my peripheral vision. I could see ovals and crescents of translucent forms appear and then disappear. I could close my eyes an use inner vision, and see lots of stuff, but my physical vision was still feeling very limited. I anchored Commander Arryn into my physical body and then looked. While this was interesting and fun, I didn't see any better. I saw enough to feel good about it, but nothing as substantial as I was hoping for. "Hoping" is probably part of the issue.
You would think I'd be done meditating by now, but there is one more thing that was very cool and wonderful to close out this meditation experience. I'll cover that in my next post.