Sitting in my hot tub, after grounding myself and getting the violet, blue, gold, silver and other flames burning in and around me, I began greeting my esteemed guests. I feel blessed to have in attendance in my meditations, and often throughout all aspects of my life, so many glorious beings. The nice thing about multidimensional beings is that they can be present for everyone, at any time. I certainly have no monopoly on their attention, love, or "time."
So while I am sitting in my hot tub, Gaia in a human-like form sat across from me, Sananda/Jesus in the corner, AA Arial to my right, AA Michael standing nearby, a dragon in another corner, and fairies all around. I focused on directing the flames into Gaia and to everyone and everything in and on the planet. I focused on sharing the energy with the fairies so they could take it and spread it like magic fairy dust wherever they needed to.
The hot tub is a great place for me to meditate as it's warm and relaxing, and honestly being naked in the water is fun, so my meditations don't get as serious as they could be. I keep it not too hot so I can stay in it long enough to complete my meditations. Plus, Sananda chillin' in a hot tub with me is just cool. Dragons in a hot tub with me is just ridiculous, but that makes it all the more fun.
I had recently read Amoran's post about the Dragon Portal, so I asked my Dragon friends in attendance to take me there. They showed me a portal in the inner earth (Agartha), which is very cool, but I thought, that it's not very accessible considering parts of me are on the outer side of Gaia. Of course energetically I could go there at any time, but we are ascending with our physical bodies, so I can't totally ignore my physical humanity.
While thinking about portals, I thought I should open an ascension portal in the hot tub. What a fun idea... Why wait for some other portal to open somewhere else, or whatever?
Ascension is taking our physical body to a higher vibrational rate so it can go with us to higher dimensions. In the big picture of non-linear time, this has already happened. Many of us have ascended in other lifetimes without our physical bodies, so in the big picture, this should be easy, right? I realized that when Ascended Masters say we will "walk" through the portal, maybe they meant it in some literal way.
So I opened the portal, physically stood up, walked two feet through the portal and sat down on the other side "on Gaia's lap"... While this all sounds a little crazy, I felt an obvious and significant shift of energy as I passed through the portal. Clearly something changed as I passed, so I started to evaluate my state of being. I know I've already ascended over the last few months to some degree, but the "big one" hadn't happened just yet. Considering I was sitting there and still had some physical pains, and the world wasn't sparkling in some other-worldly way, I figured this wasn't the big one either (I did expect to be physically sitting there even if the big event had transpired).
I wasn't really disappointed as I was still sitting in a hot tub with Sananda, Dragons, and other amazing beings! I mean how cool is that? But I did have some questions. Considering I had posed some heated questions to Sananda in one of my lowest of low moments a few days ago, I know he can field my questions like a champ.
My first question was of course, why my physical body hasn't ascended in this passage. The answer is that my body isn't ready yet. My response to that was basically "BS" (said in the nicest possible way). I don't think there are such specific rules, for I know Pleiadian and other ships have healing chambers that can deal with anything my body can throw at them. I basically said that I refuse to believe my body simply isn't ready. I reiterated that "I AM An Ascending Being," and other important I AM statements to just about every comment Sananda could make, similar to a child simply repeating an annoying phrase over and over again. So the next factor at play according to Sananda is that I need to hold the energy and ride this wave with others. I had a similar response as the previous one, for it seems I can be as effective, if not more so, by ascending and holding the energy in that ascended form, which I still contend is true. I know the other beings in the tub with me (and around it) were chuckling a bit with my arguing with Sananda. Who am I to argue with Sananda? The answer to that is Sananda embraces it, for we are equals. That is an empowering statement that everyone should be able to make.
Maybe I should concede, that maybe, just possibly, it's not that easy rising up and then dropping back to interact where others are currently sitting. Maybe I don't want my physical body to spontaneously combust if I forced ascension on it before it was ready... Maybe there are some good reasons why the "Big One" hasn't happened just yet. This is when I must trust that all is in divine order, and honestly, I do.
Ultimately this portal I created from my heart, stayed in my heart and is now a continuous portal emanating from my heart in a sphere (or sacred geometry shape similar to a sphere) of energy extending out quite some distance around me. I am carrying my own ascension portal around with me. When I am fully ready, I don't need to find a portal, or be sucked up into a portal, or find a ship to board. Easy and convenient, it is just me, I AM THE PORTAL for me... The other nice thing about this is that the energy will affect all around me in the best possible way, with love and grace.
I also believe that I can duplicate this portal wherever I want. Note that this is different than moving it somewhere else, but rather is creating more of them. So maybe I should create one at my front door and all who pass through it are affected by the energy in a positive way. I don't think I'll be doing too much of that, but maybe in some circumstances I will choose to.
In regard to the Dragon Portal, it can be "anywhere" you need it to be as well, and for anyone that has embraced Dragons, a portal already exists in your heart.
I had recently activated a Pleiadian Portal in my heart, and I've previously opened other portals leading to areas near my home. This idea of opening portals doesn't seem foreign to me at this point.
Although we have free will, I'm certain this will only work (creating portals) when it is in the best interest of all concerned, so no worries about opening negative portals, that simply isn't "allowed" in this timeline.
Everyone is ascending, and many of us are reawakening our knowledge of, and relationships with, non-human, beings. Embracing the idea of holding these energetic portals in our hearts and around us will help us each be closer to them, and more ready to be what we need to be.
Maybe, if more people embrace the idea of ascension portals being in their own heart, when enough have done so, critical mass will take over, and the "Big One" just happens.