Please be mindful of your actions...

[Faith Jacobs]

I wish to say something to the person who recently sent me a gift with what I feel was a rude and selfish message attached to it.

 

This anonymous person sought to tell me that I was' the biggest attention seeker of the year for 2012' for this site as well as being a major energy vampire in general. I weep for their lack of understanding and low vibrations in such an act..

 

It is unfortunate that someone would go ahead and do something like this on this group. While I have told administration about this, I feel I just find it sad and I feel I need to voice my concerns.

 

Not at anytime have I ever been an attention seeker or a vampire. My energies are on the Diamond Cosmic ascension and Ascebnded Master training for the Blue Ray path and while I keep mostly to myself and have high light, helping to pave the way for others to ascend in their own way, I have not at any time relyed upon others or their energies, I dorely on source. I am however a walk in who has been in this body about a year or so, who has no experience with being human as this is my first time in a human body and like other walk ins, I need to intereact with others at some level to learn and understand why humans do and why they are the way they are and why they act towards others in whatever ways they act. Yes I am very verbal and outspoken, but it does not mean I am an attention seeker becasue of this.

 

I have always had faith in the nature of this site and its high light energies since I joined here, this event has saddened me. Not for myself, but I feel sorry for the person who did what they did, harming the reputation of this good site. I do not ask for an apology for myself, but anonymous person, have the sense to apologize to the administration team for making the site reputation look bad or go find another site that puts up with or supports this kind of behaviour. Don't ruin the goodness that people are trying to emulate here with these actions, please.

 

I thought about leaving, but I am going to continue to stay here and have faiuth in what this site represents instead of trying to be driven out by one person who I feel lacks understand in others or has ignorance towards them.

 

Thank you for listening.

[ayana]

Dearest Archangel Faith Blueray~

There is love from my heart, reaching out to you~ Experiences such as this can be painful and you have support and deep compassion from the Lightgrid Admin and family.

There are often layered reasons for such interactions and in time, may all be clear and of peace. In the mean time, offer your heart comfort and reassurance that at root of all is the call for Love~

Sending love to you and all, of this experience~

For further communication, on this, any or all things, I (we) are here~

Love and Communicative Blessings~

AyAnna

Also, this may be of interest (many are experiencing issues, in various forms).

 Hold to Love ~All changes towards balance (yang energy will rise) ~

When Mercury is n Retrograde and its potential effects

Can you feel that friction in the air? Are you about to explode from frustration? Other people sounding short-tempered towards you? Communication devices breaking down or not working properly?

Mercury is the planet of communication in all its forms… think computers, telephones, texting, emails, speaking to another person, letters, faxes, etc. When Mercury goes retrograde, all of these lines of communication can become a bit haywire, leaving you quite possibly impatient, fed up, frustrated and usually in a bad mood because of the setbacks this creates. 

You may need to beware of:

• making major decisions (as it's easy to miss details or misread words during Mercury Retrograde)
• sitting down for that deep conversation with your loved one (you could mishear or misunderstand what is said)
• buying anything to do with communications (computers, phones, etc are prone to breaking down during this time)

When Mercury is retrograde we may feel we have little or no control relating to what is going on within and around us. It is especially good to know what sign of the Zodiac Mercury is retrograde inso we can gear ourselves up for any situations that come our way during that time. After all, we do have control over our own responses to these situations.

In 2011 - 2012, the dates to watch for Mercury going retrograde are:

August 3, when Mercury is retrograde in Virgo and turning direct in Leo on August 26. During 
this time you may find you are of two minds about what you wish to do and others may be sending you mixed signals also. Because Mercury is retrograding through both Virgo and Leo, you may find you are one minute needing to know every last detail and the next minute everything you thought you knew has changed on a grand scale. Keep this in mind if you have any paperwork to fill out or sign.

November 24 to December 14, when Mercury is retrograde in Sagittarius. You may find you are being tested on how much freedom you have. Anything or anybody that is holding you back may receive the sharp end of your tongue, and as Sagittarius is known for its bluntness, you may wish to think twice before you speak out. During this time also there is a total eclipse on December 10 in the sign of Gemini (as well as Uranus turning direct on the same day), so be especially careful during this Mercury retrograde because you may take on more than you can chew! 

March 12, 2012, when Mercury is retrograde in Aries and turning direct in Pisces on April 4. You may find your thinking a bit muddled during this time as to who you are and who you wish to be. Aries is known for being very direct, and with Mercury retrograde you may have a sense that you are not getting your point across no matter how hard you try, which can bring on a lot of frustration. When Mercury retrogrades into Pisces, you may feel that communication has broken down even further and you may need to be especially careful of anything you do not trust… if it sounds too good to be true, it probably is.

http://www.kasamba.com/mind-body/mercury-retrograde---what-is-it-an...

Sometimes awareness of these things can remind us to ground and balance, allowing flow and less attention to beings who may be in differing resonances.

Increasing Solar Energy can contribute as well.

Blessings and Love~

AyAnna

[Faith Jacobs]

Thank you for the comments everyone. What I find hard is that I am not someone who essentially beleives in duality, where I am from, there is none, this is why I struggle at this level of existence, why I don't understand human emotion very well, why people do what they do in a somewaht negative fashion. I do retain a semblance of the former soul whereas we, she and I,  can be outspoken towards certain things in an effort to stop things from happening again to better the environment surrounding it. I may or may not have succeeded at that, but then human emotion is not my forte.