The Quantum Awakening Newsletter - A Thought, A Way of Life, and a ‘Sanctuary of Truth -
From your Hostess of Light
As the energy of Gemini clashes with itself like teething twin two year olds, we all feel pushed and pulled in every direction. The dark and the light of the impish Gemini twins demands that we make peace with the pushy energy within us before we battle the pushy energy on the outer limits.
Everyone is a little more sensitive, a little grouchy, a lot distracted, mostly bewildered and vague. We seek council of our own light and soul, but all we see is fog. Our moods and thoughts change like spring weather. We do not feel like we fit in our skin, or life. We look at those we love and wonder what happened?
In this place of many fissured mirrors, there is no good or bad, nor right or wrong - there is only reflection and a need to understand and embrace that reflection. The fork in the upcoming road leads humanity down a bumpy path. A place where cell phones and compasses no longer work, and the landscape shifts and pulses hiding its true colors. The teachings of mercury and Gemini are very animated like 1st graders after Kool-Aid and cupcakes.
Just like the flow of liquid mercury, life and time moves in an un-harnessed fashion doing what it was born to do. The Gemini internal twins are both identical and fraternal of nature. They mirror each other but they also bend and refract each other. Unpredictable is the word for this season of restructure. Restructure can be the hard way, like you just hired beavers to do construction on your house. Everything is turned upside down flowing in the opposite direction and you are being forced to see the world at a new angle.
What we once thought was our truth has left the building along with Elvis. Who we once thought we were is no longer viable in this dimensional flux of change. The summer will see to the task of rattling our predefined cages. All of us have held a dream in our heart for so long it has become a part of us. We still have not seen that dream birthed no matter how hard we try or pray or let go and let God.
We are no longer in a place where that dream needs to come true. Each dream in our heart is something our soul was quested with in order to achieve our mission on earth. Each dream once held a key, an answer a heart realization that was necessary to the divine plan. Much of that has changed allowing our hearts and souls to seek something fresh, something different, something magical to fill this noticeable empty spot in our hearts.
Earth does not keep the same shape on a daily basis; she breathes in and out, expands and contracts, huffs and puffs and usually blows her stack at least once a day. Due to spatial increase earth drifts like an island that moves ever so slightly with the changing human moods.
We all know where we belong, but the head-winds of change are powerful they push us off course. We find our self in a new place with new rules we do not understand. Like a falling acorn, we allow nature to cushion our fall, planting us where she deems fit.
It is best to no longer be attached to any outcomes as they have taken flight and now soar on their own. A doorway of ripening comes after a summer of fruitfulness. A seeded future awaits all. The summer solstice allows you entrance into a place of comfort for a few moments in time that stretches like a bikini-clad tourist. The light increases every day from now to the solstice when it reaches a peak.
The place of mirrors
As the memory of what was, seems to drift like a dream in the morning mist, we continue to move quickly down the corridor of time. We are being ushered into light sequences that swing both ways. Down hallways that never end into a place that is not seen by the average Joe. All of humanity has seen and felt the alteration as we walk the trail of confusion, praying it does not turn into a trail of tears
We all scamper like rabbits, our little furry feet going as fast as they can. Not getting anywhere and exhausted by all the effort it took just to get this far, so we seek safety and respite. Time continues to brush past us like a gust of wind, not asking our permission as it continues to extend itself, like a man-o-war jellyfish. Life pushes us into a corner of seemingly limited choices but alas that too is grand illusion, a holographic projection of a possibility, nothing that is fixed in time. Time has shifted as has many land masses, earth continues to let us know she means business. New land is birthed old land is altered as Longitudes and latitudes dance to an primeval beat. Leylines and phase markers are off line. An actual gearwheel in time is felt as the worlds walk into new octaves of Light.
We all still organically walk to the beat of the old drum however worldly perceptions are enhanced and we see in and out of time like an observer, as concealed glitches present themselves like instant replays with a dash of Groundhog Day. Seeing between the worlds is powerful and masterful and demanding. One must hold tightly as time doors are opened and promises present themselves in a new collection of colors. The unexpected becomes predictable.
This summer asks us to delve down the rabbit hole of self and see what our soul is made pushing us into all facets and fractures of self in all longitudes and latitudes of light and life. Mirrors are a portal of transport to places that cannot be seen with the naked eye. The place of mirrors that lives within comes to reveal what needs to be seen, loved and healed. Time doors open and close faster than the blink of an eye. Truth and time are individual, and do not present a singular vow.
That which has appeared emptied now becomes full, freeing itself from past outline and definition. A transferal of realms occurs escorting you into the nexus cornerstone where time and space are encountered. All limitations are transmuted in this expanded version of reality. Do you have the courage to leap open-eyed into this fluid point of possibility? Your vessel of eternal self is being purified for the expanded energies and truths that seek a chalice. Relax into the Shifts, look them in the eye seeing with the wisdom of a thousand guardian angels. See beyond what you see. Each situation has a million outcomes. From this point of wisdom create from your heart.
Swim to Shore and Pray
As humans we cannot worry and believe at the same time. Those opposing energies cannot hold the same space, the same time that is just the way we were baked. This summer asks us to let go, to fly thru the air with the greatest of ease, and learn a new magic trick or two at clown camp! We are asked to let go of what we have been holding onto too tightly for far too long. Letting go, finally allowing us to freefall from one manifestation point to another. The belief factor in this high dive has to be 100%. Anything less is unacceptable.
When you do not see a solution to what befalls your life and soul, allow the Universe arbitrate on your behalf. Do what you can and trust God, as the old saying goes, ‘swim to shore and pray.’
You are asked to hold your peace in the mist of the battle, to anchor courage with divine certainty. Believing deeply and strongly is not for the weak of heart, or weak of purpose. Stand strong in what lives in your heart.
In the mist of chaos become a living blessing. Use your words for good not evil, for what is dark of nature cannot heart the longings and silent language of the heart, only your actual words bless or curse your life. Bless all that cross your path, become a living healing light in your appearance, in your intention and in your heart.
Look for ways to be a blessing. You cannot out-give God. Whatever you give, in blessing, in service, to another will be given back to you in denominations of plenty. It’s time to put on the ruby slippers of belief. Click them all through all time and allow them to escort you into doorways of love and heart healing.
The planet Earth is a living breathing
school of opposites
Whenever you wish for anything, person, place or thing, with your very first thought of want or need you push it away from you. The universe seems to distribute those funds elsewhere into miscellaneous needs and wants.
Polarity is a two-way street, a coming and going, a receiving and rebuffing, a have and have not. While you are on earth, every thought has a counterpart, all light creates shadow. With each thought of manifestation, we are immediately drawn into an internal/external conversation with lack. Everything within us, as well as our outside world reflects mirrors and magnifies all the reasons that this manifestation cannot, will not, should not happen.
We wrestle the alligator of our primal earth needs to the ground every day in our mind and choices. Feeling successful just long enough for us to birth what we feel we need at that moment. Earth is like a holographic three-ring circus and in one of those rings the gator gets loose.
The planet Earth is a living breathing school of opposites and divisions. Plenty goes hand in hand with not enough. Rich dances with poor. Happy embraces sad. Truth sits side by side with lies. Earth and her shadows play out amongst the populace. Mankind honors and sentries the polarity gods. These polarity gods ride shotgun in the front seat of dreams and fears. Everything holds equal parts of the opposite as oneness is sought.
Earth is a school for gods in training, a spiritual boot camp, and a master's haven. While you are on earth the foundations of humanness are stripped away to reveal all layers of time Everything that happens to you is a master level learning, a gift that is considered to be priceless by universal standards.
Learning to manifest what the god within one wants and desires is a spiritual conundrum. To truly manifest and hold that manifestation in physical form you must come into union with the big God within. It is only from this original point of light, can you create at all. All else is a magic trick, a slight of hand, an illusion of sorts seeking a white screen to land upon.
The Fulcrum of your Future
As you stand in the portico of the future wait5ing to enter the threshold, you carry on a silent dialogue with what is to come, what the future holds and hides from you. Each of you stands guard on the fulcrum of your future. You assess your present circumstances; you look at your past, and see but a whisper of your future. You feel Future-viewing is for seers and psychics not for you. You have chosen to wear thick veils and a blindfold that keeps you from fully feeling possibilities that seek your company. The incubation period for birthing future events is pliable and moldable seeking to take form.
This past year, thought and appearance accelerated to a point in time and space that quickened all outcomes. As you stand at the apex of your life viewing future events, you have a certain knowing that as you follow a assured path, the outcome is seeable and predictable. In this time of numerous celestial alignments, and dimensional potentials – we ask you not to take the same route that you have always taken. Move past the boundaries that once held you captive. Always keeping you in a very small theater squared away in the pegs of the past.
Each and every thought that you have ever had exists somewhere in concurrent time. Each and every desire, want, need, prayer has been fulfilled and lives somewhere in time. Thoughts and manifestations are not wasted they do not fall by the wayside. They are not thrown away, they are recycled energetically. In a parallel existence you are living all of your dreams. In another one, you are living your perfect body shape. In another one, you are living your perfect love or your perfect health. Each thought either stays in the Now or exits to another plane of existence. The doorway to that exit is opened and closed by your own thinking and belief system.
When you desire a certain outcome, it begins to grow within your own energy field. If you fluctuate from that thought with doubt, with fear on any level – then it ‘exits’ the earth experience and enters another probable universe where an aspect of you also exists. You are creating and have the perfect everything (body, life, hair, etc.) in probable realities where you have not given up on your dreams, wants, and needs. Whenever you lose hope or give up that energy exits through one doorway and enters another realm to live out its formation. Your dreams, wants, needs etc, went to another version of you because you did not believe enough to keep them in your present place of being.
You have the ability to create exactly what you desire by holding it in focus, in certainty, and in knowing. The minute you give up, it exits your world and enters another where it lives happily ever after. Don't you see that one singular molecule of doubt can become a lethal toxic weapon when you are trying to create a desired outcome. Wrap yourself around your creations/manifestations as a mother that protects her young. Allow no harm to come to these newly born desires, keep them safe until they are old enough to stand on their own two feet.
You are not allowed the luxury of giving up on anything or anyone, especially yourself. As soon as you give up on anything, it leaves your present dimension and enters another. Often in your dreamtime, you enter into these places where there is the perfect love, the perfect family, the perfect life. You are living it simultaneously. The 'You' who continues to dwell upon this earth plane is not receiving any energetic fringe benefits, because you let it go you gave it away, you gave up on it.
So we ask you to hold the vision of what it is that you seek. Believe full heartedly and it will be made manifest for you in the here and the now. Time collapses as Space expands. Hold the focus and the belief long enough for it to take form. Hold the focus each time that you think of it, renew the faith, renew the knowing, and do not let anybody shake your Faith.