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“Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled with the spirit of God, and blesses are those who are persecuted for righteousness for theirs are the kingdom of Heaven.”

Life is about choice.. choosing to do the right thing even though your alone in that choice, by not letting the fear of the unknown cloud your thinking. In that fear when the path become hard to see we run back to what we know, even if what we know is broken beyond repair.

“Last Resort”

Words that has rung in my head for weeks, causing turmoil as I think of all that has come to pass in the past 5 years. My mind driving me insane with these thoughts and more. So when I watched this program, it made me sit back, pause and replay. How can what is in my mind just be said back to me in a program I have not watched before? This is like a validation of all that was running in my head. Here this man, spoke back to me the words that haunt my thoughts, WORD for WORD.

It made me reflect on all that has occurred, those that I have met that I have called friend. Those I have loved that always always left, saying words that is meant to harm, yet, words that hold no truth. Person after person, I come to depend on, their presence, healing a portion of me. When the healing is done, they leave, but we as humans have trouble letting go. Most of the time it end in hurting for both.

These people are on your path for a reason and we fall so deeply into them, that we disappear slowly, and in time we become the space around them. We become like them in so many ways. The deeper we allow them in the less of ourself we are. So when they leave we feel shocked lost and so bitterly alone and unwanted. In a limbo state, floating in a void with unknown direction, your pain multiplied with fear of what now? Where to now? Why? Why is this happening again?

When you get this deep into a person on this plane it lead to a power struggle as in your world you became a self sufficient unity, a oneness with each other. BUT you disconnect from spirit, and in the end the oneness are not replenished by spirit, and the energy in that sphere start to dwindle, and a struggle commence, between one that is more dominant and the one that is not start to be drained of life force. At some point the one being drained start to fight back. The only way out is to leave, the oneness needs to be broken, or repaired. In most cases its broken, as to fast the dominant one will resume the cycle started.

The turmoil it cause bring pain, because you and that person became each others existence, yet in the end you are alone in who you are. They were never meant to be you existence, you are the only one that is your existence. Oneness is what we need here, but this plane is not ready for that level of consciousness.

When you walk away you go through so many levels of grief at the loss of all that was, as you try to grasp something that will help you as at this time you will feel lost as if your on a little boat on a wide ocean. Especially if you were connected to the point of oneness.

This is the time people dive into another relationship, or find solace in an others arms, but it is not the path you should take.

This stage is the time you should sit down, reflect and listen to that little voice inside you that for the duration of this relationship you have not paid attention to, YOU. Do not give in to the child self that tell you how lost you are, or the ego that tell you so much negative self stuff, but deeper to that inner core you are, the one you always were.

In that silent moment of absolute stillness and quiet, that you will find the answers and the truth to who you are, and remember all you were before. It will be a time to remember the path you walked. And the reason for this detour you took, and why.

It bring you back to your centre a place where you are whole complete and not lost, a place where you hear the voice of spirit, and know the next step you should take. Even if at the time that step is shrouded in doubt and mist, then you should stay seated in stillness listening to self and spirit and waiting for the mist to lift. This is the place of YOUR truth, the only truth you need at this time.

You need oneness in yourself not in another person, when you are one with yourself, in true unconditional love, you can achieve oneness with another person, if that person has achieved oneness in themselves. But the biggest mistake we make is to disconnect from spirit, as lovers usually do and they feed of each others energy. When the moon phase end and the reality of life enter that oneness, that is when you should both rebalanced oneness and reconnect to spirit.

For years I wrote about this, And practiced it, but in the end, when the other person is not ready, oneness can not survive.

It is better to have loved and lost to not have loved at all – is a very old saying, and now sitting in this state of connectedness, listening to myself and spirit and objectively looking at the past 5 years... I see how the choices I made affected my path, but I also see how each choice was the correct one, to bring me to this place. It brought me peace, in understanding that there is more to my path than I was able to see, and I trust in myself enough to know that where ever my path lead me now, will be the best place for me to be. At that time, to receive the optimal space for yet another lesson, in love.

My friends and family look to my life and see the failures the inability to be normal, to have what they have. Some friends questions my words, calling them falsities, or worst, they are incorrect in their perception, but that is their right to see from their perception. They do not have all the information nor the experience of my path to even have a glimmer of understanding to where my path lead me. I look to the past year as the steps to a higher plane, perfectly designed to provide for me the correct circumstance to achieve the next level of consciousness. Even if it was walked in pain.

I am choosing to do the right thing even though I am alone in that choice, by not letting the fear of the unknown cloud my thinking and emotions. We are not the emotions we experience, they are the means for us to experience the lessons, and the pain, it make you feel, its the bodies way to tell you to look beyond what was, to the infinite possibilities to learn and grow. A ending is not the end, its the beginning to a who new chapter in the book you call MY LIFE.

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Tags: Inspirational, spiritual

Comment by Melinda smith on March 17, 2014 at 3:50am
Thank you for the truth today
Comment by An-Hu-Nu on March 17, 2014 at 7:24am

If this reflection can help anyone it would have done its purpose

Comment by Sonja Myriel on March 17, 2014 at 4:39pm

This rings bells - so true!!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing here with us, dear An-Hu-Nu!

With all my LOVE,

Sonja Myriel

Comment by Erika Sanchez on March 17, 2014 at 6:20pm

How are you sharing my feelings?   I also do not know how I feel it but every time I fall, I receive a boost in good vibrations, good creativity, good imagination, affirming that I am alone physically but not spiritually. Only I know that everything will be fine, for me, no matter what. Yes I am a failure to many, I stand alone physically but not spiritually. I can survive and die without shame for I am not alone. Immense blessings I send to you with my love

Comment by CreativiTea AB on March 17, 2014 at 6:56pm

Love your truth-sharing, and sending you some strength to stand in your two feet, connected to Spirit. And to have mutually healthy relationships, always. ;)

Comment by jan marie price on March 17, 2014 at 9:18pm

I can absolutely agree with this, and sometimes it is even deeper as we are moving into deeper truths, of our own light, and as we meet our Higher selves, embody Christ consciousness, as one is experiencing individually with each gradual process, of ascension more of our lower vibrations are droping away, and when you have a partner who does not fit, in with your beliefs, or resignate with what and how you walk your talk it seems to be a time to move on, and then you can move and be yourself. other wise everything you do and become is sitting in their negative judgement, or objective view points, which is going against the grain, especially when wants to move into a living life creating no lower vibration/discord so it sort of means it is a time when one needs to know what feels good for you and not feel you are alone as you are with many in one unity consciousness, and the love of your many selves as was always, is and will be for always.

I am Jan marie 

Comment by An-Hu-Nu on March 18, 2014 at 7:37am

Thanx for all your coments, mean much

Comment by Vaishali Patel on March 18, 2014 at 1:05pm

This is Beautiful An-Hu-Nu, so true in many ways which I also can relate to...

Thank you sharing this with us...I too Began a New Chapter Called My life Last year...and Love every Page of it So Far...

Infinite Love, light and blessings

Comment by Diana L Bliss ( I Am Elfso) on March 18, 2014 at 3:47pm

Yes as you there are one's in my life see the failures are there. because of my work I was called a witch this is truth as you I am going though the very thing to. I did not see this coming in my life for I try to see the good in people. for I must not judge it has been hard sense these thing has happen for I must find what I did for this to happen I had had to move from different place so I can do the work Jesus as went though this very thing He as told me many times for He was said to heal though the dark one it is written in the Bible. We know the dark ones do not heal for this is from Our Father this comes.    for I had to see in shock the very thing you are saying. I had to regroup many time the last 7 years but it has been longer most of this. life I been given. I think we all can see and Understand each other for we are here together to learn what we need to do thank you for this for I must go and look to this Love to all of you I Am Elfso  

Comment by An-Hu-Nu on March 18, 2014 at 4:04pm

I totaly understand Diane as do I I see people more than I should but give all the benifit of the boubt and the opertunity to be more.  Sigh.  That is when you have a good and gentle heart.  Something this world need more of.  Never lose that quality


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