A heavy heart

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I have been a person of compassion. Something didn't have to happen close to home for me to feel and understand and be compassionate, to send prayerful thoughts etc. I had read a post recently, a channel, reminding us....the human race...that the sadness we feel, has contributed to a delay in our ascension, our evolving to higher dimensional existence.

So many explanations of the thoughts on the illusions around us, the contracts souls agree to before coming here or while they are here on another level.... The outcome to bring about an intended reaction or a release. An event or action being a catalyst for a shift in consciousness.

Part of me feels that what I am going to post, has no place on this website. The other part of me felt the need to write about it and post. Five miles from my home at a shopping mall, a woman and her ten year old daughter walked to their car. The ten year old was raped and her mom stabbed to death. This is rare here. So much has happened in this world, this is just another story, yet such an atrocity. I am sensitive, my son as well. He has had night terrors lately about murders. I send light, give him suggestions on how to pray and change the energy of what he sees, yet he struggles still. Tonight I struggled....I cried so much as I imagined what this woman and her daughter had endured.

I do acknowledge we are evolving and embrace the divinity in all things, but shocked still and saddened when things happen that are not in line with our loving heart. I do not understand, how we should view correctly. Without adding sadness. We are constantly being told a number of this and that, from releasing, to it's an illusion, to everything has a purpose etc. When you are a loving being it is hard to ignore, being numb is not an option. Giving in to 3rd dimensional behavior and emotion doesn't feel right either. Where in lies the balance?

[nicole north]

in writing this piece aimee it should give you a point of reference where you can let go ...it is indeed sad that these things happen ... in my understanding we are ruled by the planets ... some people have no idea why they do things like that ....what i am saying is they may have a dark planet in their chart and be living in a place where this dark planet is exacerbated ... not an excuse at all merely the way things be in 3d ... forgive yourself for the horrible thoughts of this occurence and bring Love back into that spot that is affected ...<3 HUGS <3 easy said and hard to do i understand <3 Love and Rainbow Healing Essence be with You

[aimee]

Thank you Nicole for your thoughts and perspective. I thought deeply on this. Your art is wonderful :)

[ayana]

Hi aimee. Thank you for sharing this here, on this site. It is learning to incorporate spirit into our daily lives and events that we begin to learn how to live the highest truths, we choose to believe. 

I am sending you my love and deep compassion for you, your son and all involved. Often times being witness (near or far, via personal connection or news) to a tragic violent event, such as this touches us deeply in attempt to bring forth the questions of humanity and inner meaning. Having had a few similar experiences, it can be helpful to address our personal feelings (from your unique vantage point) and responses to what has happened, in order to understand our human connection.

Over the years, throughout experiences I've found that each person involved in such tragedy, is serving a purpose that we onlookers may never know. The balance and grand picture, often elude us from complete understanding. 

Explore what you feel specifically, as well as with your son. If it is fear of others' wrong doings, bodily harm or pain, talk with each other about it. Take comfort, that the 'victim' is no longer hurting and in fact it is only someone who suffers internally (in some way), that could commit such an act; focus on the humanity of all involved vs. the feelings of injustice. In the Grand scheme, justice is Always done and eventually all is balanced and well.

Thank you aimee, for sharing some of yourself. I consider it one of today's blessings, for me :-).

Blessings ~ Love ~ Peace,

ayanna k

[aimee]

Thank you Ayanna. There is so much release collectively. Sharing of thoughts and perspective. We are all adjusting to multidimentional awareness moment by moment, learning how to move through correctly. It is a process. Much gratitude

[Myriel RAouine]

Dearest Aimee,

AyAnna has already mentioned most that immediately came to me when I was reading your blog - oh, I know exactly what you are talking about!

A few days ago I was watching a film about Africa and the children who are sent to war - and how difficult it is to deal with this situation without falling prey to the vicious circle of VIOLENCE ... and then connexion time came and I started to release the pain ... and then the boy in the film said to the man who had been doing so much for the children that NOW he was not to surrender his heart to darkness! That he needed to open his HEART and not fight - or else darkness would win - no matter the outcome ... because what really counts is LOVE and the amount of LOVE which we can bring down into our earth vessels ... and the releasing of my pain went on ... tears falling ... all the PAIN of the children AND their parents AND those who were forcing the children to arms due to their own traumatic experiences ... it all rose and I allowed it to FLOW through me ... 

When we RESONATE to certain topics - such as the murder and rape in your vicinity - we are given the chance to release FIRST of all our own pain - pain of having experienced similar tragedies in this AND / OR other life times ... this is where the first resonance comes from - and through this porcess of accepting our pain and anger and fear and RAGE and sadness as REAL - we are entering new levels where we are releasing all these feeelings not only for us - but for ALL who are dealing with this field of resonance ... THIS IS THE PROCESS OF HEALING!!! 

Healing is not an easy process - it involves ALL our faculties ... feelings, thoughts, emotions, AWARENESS ... touch, sound, smell AND vision ...

You are in the middle of a process of transmuting darkness, dearest aimee ... your post helps all of us who are reading it to get in touch with our deepest fears again ... they all need to come to LIGHT now! 

THANK YOU for sharing your sadness and pain, and your questions with us - they are part of ALL of us ...

BLESSED BE,

Sonja Myriel

[aimee]

Dear Sonja, I wasn't sure why it kept asking me to approve. This is my first post. I will go to settings and correct. Forward is fine, sharing helps.

I do realize this purge, which comes and goes, is the release of ( it seems to never end ). oh so much within....dying to get out for good. My daughter and I were talking yesterday about how much has happened in the world and how to acknowledge without ignoring and without lingering within the sorrow. It is a delicate balance. I appreciate your experience of course as this is shared in one way or another by all. Divine light to all within and throughout for a peaceful heart

[Myriel RAouine]

Indeed, this is my impression, too, at the moment - When, oh WHEN will I finally have released it ALL??? - LOL!

But then I re-member that we are doing this for ALL - and our personal story is but the thread which allows us to lock into the pain of the world ...

LOVE LIGHT BLESSINGS,

Sonja Myriel

[aimee]

Absolutely it is remarkable how spirit recovers and continues to shine :)

[aimee]

Ah thank you shenna....such beauty and healing in your words. Raw being a perfect description of our state of being and emotions as we move through. Release, release ....expanding the heart and light

[Myriel RAouine]

Stretched Like Cosmic Handi-Wrap

As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

 

As we are forced into new workings of time via the whims and wishes of others, a shift comes to our earthly light structure. We have known for some time that Time itself has been unraveling and is choosing to wrap itself in another direction. Oft times the selfish agenda of humans allows them entrance into something that is truly for their betterment. Like blind mice they search for explanations that can only be felt and never written.

 

As earth is issued more time to do what it could not get to in regular day, humanity is feeling stretched like handi-wrap. More and more demands are placed on an already unraveled world. Life demands your attention. The time equations and the linear-ness of your time expressions is about to shift in dimensional context.  What this is means to you is such.  You open up time equations that have been dormant up until now.  These are light filled numeric formulas of expansion.  Time is a 360 degree equation of change.  It can be approached from above, from below, from in between or from the past and the future.  Your capabilities are far surpassing what your Earthen imagination has taken to be expanded thinking.  You are opening up portals of self, portals of knowing, and portals of expression that you have never dreamt or that has ever been dreamt by anyone on your Earth could be experienced.

 

Coming in to your factual self is a dimensional shift as well.  The true spirit of you is multitudes of experience.  You are a multi-universal expression of unending light.  You look at your 3rd dimensional world and see such limited possibilities.  In the next few years you will be experiencing paramount knowledge. this knowledge in all of its exquisiteness and expansiveness is but a minuscule particle of what is available. 

 

You are now ready to receive as you have never received before.  The receiving will come in dreams and instantaneous knowings.  The receiving will come in encodings that have been long hidden in your DNA.  Every aspect of you, every cell, every hair, every iota is becoming a celestial event.  Every aspect of you walks into fullness.  And in that fullness, you will recognize that it is not enough and reach for even more.  You stretch yourself like cosmic handi-wrap trying to embrace what you know as God.  the God that you search for is within you and has been from the beginning.  The more God knows itself; the more God realizes that he/she does not know itself at all.  The Universe expands through you, for you, and to you; it is continually birthing itself into more just for you.  And yet that more is smart enough to realizes it is less, Which draws it into birthing more.   There is not an end to you.  There is not a beginning to you.  Existence just is! 

 

Each one of you is more than you can ever comprehend.  To find that remembrance within your system would be to explode your system from humanness and to re-emerge as what you were in the beginning.    The space in between the stars, the planets, is God calling himself back into a new beginning. 

 

Everyday you are challenged by your beliefs. Everyday you hold tightly to what seems to be reality.  Each time, each minute, each level of information that comes to you, challenges your sanity, challenges your very existence.  You each are continually downloaded and upgraded.  Many Truths are for your ears only your mind only, your heart only.  They may not fit your metaphysical belief system.  We are the Pleiades and we will go at this time.  Honor what comes your way. 

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