When I am done, it all will be alright
Why am I feeling sad today on this beautiful
sunny morning, with no one to take care
of besided myself?
What a freedom this gives me,
to be fully aware of whats stirring up
or is it the freedom that gives me this
sense of loss and sadness,
the paradigm between being needed
and just be whole within as one.
This feeling of not being
and seeking for my purpose in life.
How to deal every time with all
the emotions being brought up by lack of
health, pain and feeling alone.
It is like a battle inside,
a constant proces in refinding the balance
which always has to do with 2 key issues:
accepting and allowing.
Let it be, feel through, breathe through,
see what it will bring up in awareness
to see the full extensions of the issue at hand,
being in the world, yet not belonging
to the world.
No longer part of society,
either because of age or through health issues,
your earthly role seems to be ended.
No more parenting, no more teaching,
no job to go to, or places to be seen.
So what to do with all of your knowledge,
your way to live Life,
showing you love, if no one is there
to take notice, or is seen.
Just one leg over here in earth awareness,
the other already trying to step throug the veil,
where everyone close you loved already has gone.
So feeling all alone, just wanne go home.
And then you discover your soul has always been
your guiding light where love is to be found,
deep within like a treasure,
for you to hold on to, shimmering and sparkling
like a little gem, and then you will know.
I AM that spark - that Light - that Love
and that's all there is to Know -
One Love, One Heart,
Let me come Home, baby I'm done,
it all Be alright,
I am coming back Home.
And so it will Be.
High Self @RheaDopmeijer (c)
Heartfelt Messages 28-8-2014