A heavy heart

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I have been a person of compassion. Something didn't have to happen close to home for me to feel and understand and be compassionate, to send prayerful thoughts etc. I had read a post recently, a channel, reminding us....the human race...that the sadness we feel, has contributed to a delay in our ascension, our evolving to higher dimensional existence.

So many explanations of the thoughts on the illusions around us, the contracts souls agree to before coming here or while they are here on another level.... The outcome to bring about an intended reaction or a release. An event or action being a catalyst for a shift in consciousness.

Part of me feels that what I am going to post, has no place on this website. The other part of me felt the need to write about it and post. Five miles from my home at a shopping mall, a woman and her ten year old daughter walked to their car. The ten year old was raped and her mom stabbed to death. This is rare here. So much has happened in this world, this is just another story, yet such an atrocity. I am sensitive, my son as well. He has had night terrors lately about murders. I send light, give him suggestions on how to pray and change the energy of what he sees, yet he struggles still. Tonight I struggled....I cried so much as I imagined what this woman and her daughter had endured.

I do acknowledge we are evolving and embrace the divinity in all things, but shocked still and saddened when things happen that are not in line with our loving heart. I do not understand, how we should view correctly. Without adding sadness. We are constantly being told a number of this and that, from releasing, to it's an illusion, to everything has a purpose etc. When you are a loving being it is hard to ignore, being numb is not an option. Giving in to 3rd dimensional behavior and emotion doesn't feel right either. Where in lies the balance?

[aimee]

I certainly did mean to address that part of your post or perhaps someone else also mentioned this aspect. I had read a post recently pertaining to the illuminati...and certainly so much has been said about how we need to forgive and embrace with loving thoughts to whomever no matter what they have done. When I think back on what I felt, I was more centered in the sadness of the act, the fear and pain experienced by the victims. I almost feel the need to not think, ignore the chatter, the conclusions and allow source in action through my heart to whatever my awareness has to offer. <3

[Apple Goddess]

hi Aimee-   I didn't mean to imply that you hadn't addressed this topic.........it's just that it came to me that it is super important, more than we might know, for us to send these loving energies to people who act out----this can help them shift into kindness!!!!!    plus it helps our hearts feel good too, because we experience the energies as we are sending them out.  Given the way the world in general behaves toward criminals, (revenge! punishment!! make them suffer!!)  we would be in an important minority doing something very powerful.

[Apple Goddess]

and I know what you mean by saying you were centered in the sadness of the act and the feelings of the victims.......that is natural.  but very painful and at some point we decide to do something else...so not thinking is one thing to try (not very easy)   ....or any of the other suggestions offered here.  Peace to you....Faith

[aimee]

I definitely didn't feel an implication, it was purely me wishing I had included this very important part. You are so right about this. I read a book which recently was posted on federation by Paul Ferrini, called love without conditions. This was one of the most influential books I have ever read. He does focus so intimately on the aggressor if you will, and how society responds. His focus, forgiveness. :)

[Joanna McMillan]

Dearest aimee,

Thank you and blessings for your courage to allow us to witness your pain and sadness. In doing so you initiate healing in your being and all others.

This is such a wonderful site and the wisdom shared by so many is indeed profound. We are not alone and we see our words and thoughts echoed by our friends here.

Many years ago when I lived in the Yucatan a young American woman on vacation was mysteriously killed and found near the shore naked and wraped in seaweed. At that time I was studying the Pathwork under the guidance of a gifted woman. We discussed this traumatic incident in one of our classes. Our teacher passed on to us something she had been gifted with a few years before. She said," nothing dies because it doesn't want to."

It is so true that those of us who are witness to horrific events do not have all the information which may be limitless. It is another time when we open our hearts, grieve as we invoke energies of transmutaion as co-creators of our magnificant dance in the great mystery.

Ahhhhh, we come to the point when sadness and joy become one and the same in our heart.    love and light

[aimee]

Sadness and joy become one in the same heart rings true to my soul. Wonderful :)

[Beverly Karakochuk]

I thank you from the bottom of my heart for this post, I have been feeling all these things and more, I am very sensitive, now I understand, don't feel quilty. Just fix it inside. It's ok to share, I believe we need that on occasion, but don't stop the growing that we need to do.

[Myriel RAouine]

Oh, I feel so inspired by each of your comments ... when I read your reply, dear Faith, I realized that these are two possibilities of how to work:

Sometimes we are led to experience the giref, pain and sadness of the victim - in this we help to release these feelings through experiencing them as our own. Our whole being is then flooded by the impressions of the vicitm and NO rational explanation helps. All that is required then is to ALLOW the feelings to surface, ... the anguish, the desolation AND hopelessness ... in so doing we automatically bring the essence of out Being, which is LIGHT, into the whole situation - and TEARS release the traumatic shock which we experiencee through empathy - and most probably re-membrance, too.

On other occasions we get the nudge to work with the offender, the culprit. In most of the cases this work is not so dramatically emotional. We rather work on the mental plane, bringing understanding, HOPE and FORGIVENESS into the situation. We need, however, be careful not to use these tools like a weapon, directing the Violet Light towards this person to forcefully effect something ... LOVE flows FREELY ... and we are learning to simply BE ... be AWARE in a meditative state which allows for healing to flow forward to whereever it is most needed ...

I suppose there is no rule which tells us what to do in which case - only RESONANCE.

Resonance is the leading force - and we are bringin light not only into the situations we work with - but also ourSELF ... 

In gratitude to our reunion here as lightgworkers of all pathes which helps us to dive ever deeper and deeper into our true SELF and bring forward the treasures we find there,

Sonja Myriel

[Beverly Karakochuk]

This is so true Sonja, I was experincing things last week, and this is helping me to understand what it is, and what we can do to let go. Thank you all for this. This post was not a mistake. :) It was meant to happen at this moment and this time. xxx

[aimee]

The symphony of my soul sours through the universe note by note.
Vibrating colors swirl aimlessly resounding loves flame
The Hughes of my heart shine bright through the stars as passion abounds
She now remembers her name
Endless is now, my place in the sun
Riding waves of joy