Please help my son!
I am in need of help and prayers and healing for my son! My son was diagnosed with Alveolar Rhabdomyosarcoma April 26 of 2011. We were forced(Dr called Cps)to go the chemo route. When all the cort stuff was behid us, I switched hospita and Dr.'s...ve the ocologist that we have now:) The roadmap or protocol for the chemo that my son is to get is a tough one...the first round was hard...we had scans in Nov. which showed that the tumor was shrinking we were excited!! At home I have him on several different supplements and we get acupunture b4 any chemo treatment to help with nausea and to flush the toxins out. We were granted a wish with Make-a Wish, and in March we were in Hawaii for a week. Meikel felt fabulous it was a vaction we both needed:)
When we got back..I requested a scan b4 we continued with the next dose of chemo...since the scan in Nov we have been on a lot stronger dose of chemo that has made Meike reallly sick! We recieved the scan results fro the scan 2 weeks ago....Meikel's tumor is growing. The dr had a tear in his eye he was upset, we alll thought the tuor woud be gone. Instead one of the chemicals caused it to grow double the size of what it was in Nov. The dr does not know what to do. He gave us a chemo pill to take that will hopefuly stop it from graowing, but it may not shrink. He wants us to go to a clinical trial that starts here in 2 months. I have started Meikel on acupunture 3x a week tryg to detox his system.
I have him now drining carrot juice everyday as much as he can tolerate without being nauseated. Next week we wil be doing vit infusons 2x a week. I have him doing coffee enemas...3x a week..next wee we will do 4times...trying to get him to the point we can do 3x a day every other day. I have had Meike watch Gregg Braden Miracle Healing DVD... have told him that everything is energy and its a matter of shifting thought...but I am mom, he doesn't always believe me.
Meikel is a very old soul. He had a past life regression session last week, and came to me after and said mom you killed me last life time! We were in Egypt he was a Pharoah n line for throan...I was a healer as well as the first Dr we had...the one that caled CPS on us because I hestitated wth chemo idea.....apparently Meikel got sick, this dr and I tried to heal him with herbs. The dr gave him some herbs that Meikel had an allergic reacton to and died. Now ths incident has been cleared...but he chose to come bac in this lifetime to let me try again. We have been awae since 4a today because he is in such pain!! The tumor is going into his lungs and he has strong pains in his shoulders and now his chest. I need help!!!
Please any help suggestion all prayers would be greatly appreciated!! My son is 14
I also have one son, I can`t even begin to know what you have been through and how you are suffering now.
I send you all my love my the middle of my heart.
My Beloved Hanna,
My sincere sympathy for the loss of your son.The angels are with him.
We can never see the future, the things ahead of us. We can never tell what will happen next. But God will send an angel along the way and bring us to the place He prepared for us.
I prayed that I would only come here after I finish my first mission . But God didn’t answer my prayer and He sent me here even before I finished my first term. I’ve promised not to disappoint Him in any way . First of all, I’m not a teacher, I don’t know how to teach and I don’t know what to teach. I prayed so hard and asked Him, “Lord if you really want me to go there, please send an angel ahead of me and please prepare everything for me there.”
My Heart is Heavy with Your Feelings of Loss and Failure and my Compassion for You. I also had one child that was "my everything - my entire world" ~ I KNOW Loss only too well. Allow yourself to Grieve and thus to Heal. KNOW You did Everything You Could Do to Be the Best Mother You Could BE. Also KNOW that as Mothers, we are in a Supporting Role for the Beautiful Souls we Bring into this 3D World. That means We Support Their Chosen Path for their Highest Good and Evolution as a Soul. Mothers mistakenly believe that we are in charge and thus at fault for every "mishap". NOT SO! Each Soul Choses the Lessons needed for their ultimate Evolution. All the Supporting Souls for these Lessons Agree to Help the Main Soul Complete His/Her Lesson/Mission.
Being Human in a 3D World is very Challenging. The Veil keeps Us from Seeing/Understanding any Choices/Outcomes that would Differ or Change the Original Contract. We DO have Choices within the Contract and YOU were a Model Mother in Your Supporting Role. Meikel was/is Blessed with Your Infinite Love and Care that will never die. You Both Completed Your Contracts with Flying Colors.
Choose Now to Focus your Attention on Celebrating the Good Things, the Joy and Wonder of Meikel's LIFE with You. Create a book/picture album of the Joy of His LIFE. See/Feel his Smiles, his Achievements, his Talents and Gifts, his Love of Life, his Love for YOU. This is Therapy for YOU, it will help alleviate your feelings of fear and loss. KNOW He is Now an Angel in Heaven, a Bright Shining Light ~ Brighter for this Lesson on Earth with YOU as His Mother. He is WELL and Perfect in ALL Ways ~ Now able to Help Humanity from the Other Side of the Veil. That means YOU, Dear Heart! He IS With YOU ~ It is HIS Turn to Help YOU. Talk to Him, Feel His Presence, Feel His Love for YOU. KNOW ALL IS WELL.
We Are ALL With YOU, With Great Compassion & Love,
Beautiful soul Hanne, my heart is crying with yours, i'm so sorry, but the first image that came into my mind after reading of your message, was you beloved son in a bright and incredible Golden Light, he IS Light. For us in this dimension it's hard to leave our beloved ones, i only can say that always at the end of the tunnel there's LIGHT, your beloved son had no tunnel...he was and IS directly into a wonderful Bright Golden Light...
I Love you
Tears are coming ... what a heaven burden you carry!
I will detach now and go into meditation - HEALING for some very dear friends of mine - and Healing through the realization that ALL is LIGHT beyond the physical reality where Meikel has gone now!
He is still with you - but don't keep him there for too long ... NOW is the time as CrystaLin Joy said for retrospect ... CONNECT to him ... HE is WITH YOU! And then tell him all you were not able to tell him before - communicate ... and BE together ... there is a purpose in everything ... you have re-lived the past - and NOW is the moment for HEALING!!!
You are never apart - and yet, you have to let him go ... Oh Hanne, I FEEL you pain and loss and anger and frustration, too ...
This Solstice is for YOU and MEIKEL, Hanne ... VIOLET LIGHT surrounding you ... OM WAVE reaching you ... CREATING ... a new tomorrow ...
My heart is heavy now - I will LIFT IT UP - NOW!
YOU ARE LIGHT
HE IS LIGHT ...
DANCE together this moon ...
mer-ka-bah forming ...
new dimensions OPENING!
Don't call him down to you - ELEVATE your Spirit instead!
LIFT your vibration - RAISE your frequency ... and meet in the LIGHT which you both ARE.
And then come back again ... you are becoming a BEACON of LIGHT ... many will come in need for your advice ... the heaviest part is over ... SURRENDER ... surrender to the light and LIVE!
Live for a purpose ... lift the veil!
Sonja Myriel Aouine