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Still Standing But Barely Breathing
by Jennifer Hoffman
October 20, 2010
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When I was going through a period that I would describe as one of the darkest nights of my soul, I was overwhelmed by the cascade of events, each one more challenging than the one before, that seemed to appear out of nowhere, on an almost daily basis. I knew that this was a mistake, that this was not my life and certainly not something I had volunteered for on any level.
 
The only way I could see to end the misery was to ask God to take me away. So every night, when I went to bed, I thanked God for the opportunities I had in this life, hoped that I had done some good in my life and asked God to please take me home. Then every morning I would open my eyes and say "Damn it, I'm still here."
 
Now I didn't do this once or twice, I did it for six straight months. And I would be so disappointed that each day I was still around to face the issues that seemed to have no resolution. I was still standing, but barely breathing. I still had my life but I was no longer involved in it. Overwhelmed with my problems, I had not really given up, I was just stuck in the cycle of what seemed to be endless problems, not realizing that I was at the source of this endless spiral of misery. How would this cycle end? When I started breathing new life into my sleeping existence.
 
I started breathing again and didn't happen overnight but through a series of events that forced me to start looking at my life from a different perspective and to consider other options. And as I did, other doorways opened up and things started improving, slowly at first and then quite rapidly. In less than six months I had a new job with a great salary, moved into a new home and began measuring my life in terms of how fast I was moving instead of worrying that I was going to stand still forever.
 
When life gets really bad, and many of you know what that is like, we can become the 'walking dead.' We're still alive and standing, but we are not breathing any new energy into our lives. We can't because we don't know where the energy is going to come from and are so grounded in our unhappiness and despair that we can't even figure out how or where to begin. Everywhere we turn we are reminded of the mess our life has become. Will it change and can we change it?
 
We look for help from others until the truth stares us in the face -- no one can really help until we find the will within ourselves to create the spark that will shift our energy. And we're engaged in a battle with our dark feelings and thoughts at one end, and faith and trust at the other. Which side will win?
 
At that moment we have two choices, we can fall farther into despair or wake up and realize that everything really is in our control. Once we start moving the energy things can happen very quickly, as they did for me. But getting to that point, from the place where we are drowning in darkness, can feel very scary and lonely. Where is this spark going to come from? It has three sources: our thoughts, feelings and faith.
 
Are you going through a dark night of the soul? Have you stopped breathing and even though you are still standing. Are you standing still, hoping that if you can wait long enough the worst will be over soon so you can figure out what to do next? Are you so overwhelmed by what you are going through or have gone through that you are looking at the past and forgetting that you need to live in the present moment to create conscious change in your life?
 
What will it take for you to breathe a new spark into your life? What happens if you change one thought about your situation? Just pick one, Instead of trying to figure out how you can change everything (and get more overwhelmed), is there one thing you can change in your thinking that will create an opening for the change you are hoping for to come?
 
What is one thing you can change about the way you feel that will help you get control over your emotions so you stop spiraling into despair? Can you replace one hopeless feeling with faith, even if you do not have any reason to believe (from the results you have had until that moment) that anything will happen differently? We can't tell the Universe to show us the results before we are willing to put our faith to work. But if we change our thoughts, which changes the energy, set a new intention and have faith that it will happen, we can start waking up and breathing new life into our reality and start living again.
 
Stay calm, focused, detached and aware and remember your thoughts are creating every moment of your life. Think the best ones.
 
As you ponder this and the other things that are happening at this time remember to:
 
Accept all gifts of understanding with gratitude and use them to apply forgiveness, release and healing to every situation.
Ask for guidance and confirmation and then wait for it to come to you.
 
 Above all, be grateful for this opportunity to be part of humanity's amazing shift in consciousness as we all ascend into the miracle vibration.
 
Many blessings in these miraculous and amazing times,
 
Jennifer Hoffman
 
Copyright ©2010 by Jennifer Hoffman and Enlightening Life OmniMedia, Inc. This material is protected by U.S. and international copyright now and may be distributed freely in its entirety as long as the author’s name and website, www.urielheals.com are included.
 

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I can so relate to that i had my 22 strand dna activation done and what followed can only be described as an almost two year period of dark night everything that could go wrong did just when i thought that spiritually and energy wise i was making massive imprrovements. i stayed in the pit of this tornado out of fear of change, grief held me numb and laws and rules of the land seemed to against people like me! throughout it all my 3 children an adult a pre teen and a baby looked to me to provide everything they still needed. i still tried practising my faith daily people still came to me for reiki for informatiion and guidance esoteric advice pagan workings etc and everyday inside my mantra had become i dont want to be here on real bad days why have i still got a pulse! And then your right id asked the angels daily for help but not specific help having worked with angels for a long time i knew my requests were half hearted. anyway long story short i faced eviction for the umpteenth time since loosing my life mate and i hears an angel say Kc let em have it!! this releif spread through my body and a new path opened. me and my younger kids have re located i am making new friends things are improving slowly i am optomistic and can see my life purpose is still there and i am blessed with new understaning of living as a human woman a mother a pagan and a light worker my internal mantra has changed to I love life life loves me. I am blessed with good energy from the lightgrid some nights when its been at its darkest i have logged on and found something that gave me the strenghth the reassurance and acknowlegement that i am not alone and this is what i signed up for on every level. thankyou thank you thank you Blessed BE xxx
I AM with you, QiKi - WE ARE ONE!

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and experiences - it helps a great deal to finally open up and SHARE - and now HEALING can reach those parts which up to now might still have been locked ...

I'm sending you all my LOVE and Angelic LIGHT from high above, dear sister,

Sonja Myriel
I felt i!!t been walking on air with so much hope and have not felt such love for a long long time and it does spread to other members of the community. I told the pharmacist to have good weekend you could see his spirits lift he smiled to his eyes, shared a joke with the cashier at the supermarket she laughed like someone who hadn`t excersised her chuckle muscle in a long time. Thank You much love, mirth and light to you too.

Namaste Sonja
Blessed Be Sister
xxxx
AH, yes, that's how it is meant to be - LOL!

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