Trying On The Costume Of Deserving
As received By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The financial consciousness of planet earth changes into a higher brighter light exhibiting finer more defined lines of manifestation. In the past you have always looked to others for support and a foot up – now as the worlds face confusion you worry like an old woman, who asks, ‘Who will be there if I fall?’ Fear lines the outer banks of your thoughts.
The question, little ones, is why do you want to fall at all? Are you or are you not in charge of creating your life? Are you just a victim of happenstance? Why do you want to fuel your life stream with such trampled thoughts and creations? You are just learning to fly, leaving the nest of what was your safe space and building a place even the Angels need permission to go. Grasp what is golden about you and your world and your decisions. Hold on for dear life and swing into a bright shiny future.
Many have learned to play the part of martyr and savior, whipping post and slave - now its time to try on the costume of Deserving. We see within the souls of so many of you how life has hurt you, how you’ve been raked over the coals and burnt. With a higher thought you can whitewash the broken fence of your heart. You have the ability to the heal past all soul scars.
Your Universe, your God does not hold you to your past, the universe lives in the present moment. It is time for you to release your past, for even the very Gods themselves do not hold it against you. Your past is held in a holy repository and you have the only key to open the drawer- even the Creator does not go there. Nothing of divine holy light will ever point out the past to you. Move up and out of what has caused you pain and sadness and anger. Do it thought by thought, decree by decree.
With a flip of a switch in your next thought, you can either turn on the light or continue to sit in the dark room developing negatives. If your heart truly desires something, just give it to yourself. First with a thought, then with an intent, then permission to receive and then allow the rest to follow. If you want a new car, give it to yourself verbally first, out loud. Whatever you speak, the Universe hears and mirrors back to you.