☪Yshtar

42, Female

Hyattsville, MD

United States

USA

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I was adopted at 8 months old. Raised with amazing parents, in a wonderful small Italian town in Brooklyn. I had a great life growing up. I and my family traveled a lot and always had great holidays. I did great in school and had great friends. I have an unusual obsession with doing more for humanity, Aliens (ETs), UFOs, The Beach, Egypt, black panthers (well cats in general), owls, Ninjas and violins (music in general), Science and The Weather Channel. in that order!. Well I am obsessed with a lot of other things but those are my major obsessions. When I was a little girl I first wanted to be an astronaut and I recon that was my way of trying to sneak myself back home to the stars lol. Then I wanted to become a police officer to try and heal peoples hearts but I soon saw that most police officers were doing the exact opposite and I soon lost faith in the badge.

I awakened when I was 21, what a way to ring in the legality year huh! However anyone that knows me personally would swear I was born aware ( I can be a poet ^^). I have always been able too SEE past the veil. I have seen ghosts, angels, demons, ETs, and everything in between since I was 8yrs old. I wasn't ever very scared though except for the demons and agents chasing me in the astral. I always felt that the world I was peering in to past the veil was the world I belonged in. I never could connect very well to Earth or this body for that matter. I always felt when writing or thinking or even speaking that it was from a 3rd person perspective. Its really traumatizing for a child growing up feeling like they are living someone Else's life.

I remember looking in the mirror and thinking: This is not me! this is not how I look! I am not suppose to look like this! even though I was very much convinced I was beautiful it still was not who I was. On top of that I always felt trapped by my limited human body. I wanted to do more. To do something. I had dreams over and over and over again of being sent to earth for a specific purpose. There was so many reasons in the dreams. Some dreams told me I was here to fight along side Jesus in the great final battle of Armageddon, The battle between good and evil. Other dreams told me I was here to seal the 144,000 before the great tribulation or that I WAS one of the 144,000 (Ironically that number comes up for me a lot). Others told me I was here to help heal the earth. All very different perspectives but one thing that was common among all these dreams was that there were others just like me sent for the same purpose, whatever purpose that may be and that one day It would become clear to us what that exact purpose would be and we would find one another.
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  • Myriel RAouine

    Dear Ishtar,

     

    Thank you for putting up the link to tlightgrid at starseeds! I have also added a link to your site as a sub tab to UNITY and also in our group "Unity" Please join this group and I will welcome you there :-)

     

    Of course you are most welcome to post your own channelings here at lightgrid as well! In our group Channelings (see tab) everyone who is interested in channelings will automatically receive a message if you post a channeling, but of course you can also create your own channeling group and I will invite my friends to join you there. Please do as you see fit :-)

     

    I'm sending you loving embrace and thank you for your co-operation,

     

    Sonja Myriel

     

    Jan 10, 2011

  • Bernadette Marie Groves

    Good Mornin Ishtar,
    I have been thinking of You, so thought I'd send Ya some "Love" Miss seeing You...
    Love & Light-IN My Sister,

    I AM Bernadette (((((HUGS))))) :o))

    Feb 12, 2011

  • Myriel RAouine

    Thank you, Yshtar!

     

    You find the link to your site as a sub tab beneath UNITY - I just re-named this tab from sister sites to UNITY because I think it fits  better :-)

     

     

    I'm sending you a Violet Ray embrace together with a big THANK YOU,

     

    Sonja Myriel

     

    May 2, 2011