You are in each breath I take, each kiss the sun leave on my skin.
In the breath of the wind that caress my hair.
Each day I hear you whisper my name on the wind,
The smell of a warm summer day on the breeze, reminds me of you.
Each day my eyes search for you, my heart skips a beat,
When I hear you breathe my name…
Where can I find you my love, where do you hide?
Each look, each hand I feel, I seek you, yet you are not there.
My heart yearns for the deep recesses of your eyes,
My lips burn in yearning for yours…
Why do you stay on the breeze?
Why do you hide from me my love?
I touch those around me, seeking the love, I lost
None can fill your place, none see me,
All they see is what they can gain, from me.
Where do you hide my love, how long must I wait?
Why can none see, the truth of my soul?
Why can’t you find me?
Why did you leave me between the wolves,
That plunder who I am
They do not know love, but the forfillment of their own desires…
They crave the power of the energy that surrounds me
And they take what is not theirs to have…
Why can none see deeper than what is seen…
Why do they seek more, and more in their greed?
You left me to suffer alone while you saved your own soul.
Still my heart yearns for you, my chest hurt in longing…
When will you keep the promise you made?
The whisper on your dying breath:
“I will find you, will never stop looking… you are my love eternal”
Yet you left me to the wolves, alone as you, went on your path
The sacrifice you made was me, so you can gain what you crave.
You left me to feel the raking of teeth on naked skin.
The pain the darkness bring…
The wolves come with promises, yet their eyes stray
Their promises empty lies, as wolves can’t see
The truth in my soul, only what is reflected in their own eyes.
No eye here can see the light phoenix,
Inside the diamond soul that fill my chest
Where do you hide my love, where do your lies reside…
As I kneel among the wolves, the rain hides my tears,
Filling the emptiness your betrayal left in me.
Hope is fading with each passing day
Taking with it the beauty I once possessed.
Eyes filled with sadness, reflect the certainty that my love
Has forsaken me to the wolves and their lies…
So they can take what they need,
But never truly see the secret reflected in my soul.
Every passing day bring the certainty,
That you have forsaken me, just like everyone else
The promise on your dying breath, to cover the lie in your soul
Your death gave me life… yet what is this but a lie
Why have you forsaken me my love?
Alone in the dark, among the wolves…
Alone.. to walk as the Queen of the dammed.
While you sit on the throne of light
Holding the hand, of lust and greed.
Written by Anush
Its this lifetime and many before. Pain is something I am very used to, to me its the only thing I ever knew..
Yes it come from my very soul and when I write like this, it speak to the very soul of others.