Although too personal to go into in a blog post, I didn't get much sleep last night as my wife and I were having a very long, but good discussion about relationships, change and uncertainty, forgiveness and unconditional love. What marriage is about and the challenges of our relationship over the years. Unfortunately, I had difficulty falling asleep afterward even though I was very tired.
I tried meditating to help go to sleep and it was almost like I was 'just' a human, separate from all that is. Like I had taken a step backward several years. Energy wasn't flowing, I was just laying there. I asked for my guides to come to me, and they weren't around. I had talked with Archangel Michael earlier after our discussion and he was very encouraging about it all. But in the middle of the night, it was just quiet silence.
I asked Rognarok to come and he did. I asked him to help get my energies flowing and he refused. Said I needed a rest... I guess I was being 'shut off' from the universe for the night or something. All for my own good.
I finally fell asleep and was awakened by singing.
I heard with clairaudience, two voices singing in harmony and they clearly weren't human voices, and it wasn't anything I've heard on the radio or elsewhere. The lyrics were:
"Wake up and you will see"
"Marriage is an armisti'" (armistice with a silent 'c' and an Ee sound at the end)
It was a beautiful little tune, kind of like a commercial jingle because it was so short, just 4 bars.
I was running this through my head singing it over and over again so I would remember it in the morning.
As I was doing this, I saw what looked like a 1980's male model in the corner of the room smiling. He was wearing a modern silky blue shirt, black pants, and long wavy brown hair. He was also very fit and attractive in that male model sort of way.
I asked who he was and he said it didn't matter (I can be a little slow sometimes). He said something like, "That's just part of it (meaning the song), here's the rest" and handed me a small metallic card that was blue on one side and silver on the other.
He said "Open it."
I opened it and there was nothing inside. No words or text, and no pictures. But it started opening and morphing on it's own. Although I wasn't asleep when this started, I'm pretty sure I was now in dreamland...
It formed into a circular pattern, then squares would form on the outside and unfold further like unfolding origami. As it unfolded, my viewpoint was like a camera on rails which started following it elongating or stretching out in a piece of metal that had holes in it. The view started to pull back and I could see it was rising out of a surface, like a table and parts were becoming visible as it rose.
Soon I could see that it was a very large broad sword, and it appeared to be extremely sharp.
The viewpoint pulled back farther and a very attractive woman, wearing tight silver and black clothes sat up from the table and stood next to it with the sword balancing on it's tip on the floor. The sword was easily as high as her shoulder.
It was clear to me now that the 'male model' was Archangel Michael, and was now asking me about this woman.
He said, "Isn't she beautiful, evocative, attractive and powerful?"
I realized that she was my wife as an Archangel. A part of her I have not seen before.
She was showing me how beautiful she truly is, and then, she swung the sword and cut off my head, all in slow motion.
Sounds harsh, doesn't it! But it was a dream, not a waking vision at this point, and it didn't hurt a bit, no blood or gore, and probably an artifact of watching Game of Thrones... My head didn't even fall off, I just kept watching. From an interpretation standpoint, to me this was cutting off my limited viewpoint of her. Certainly not a bad thing to do.
After this she held the sword pointed at me and dropped it. When it hit the hard floor it shattered into pieces.
This brought it back to the little song that woke me in the first place. That bit about an armistice.