My aunt, Catherine Foster painted this image many years ago, and I either purchased it or she gave it to me, I'm not sure which. But it is name 'Baby Earth' and I've always seen my own face in the face of this baby. It hangs in our bedroom and I admire it every morning. Unfortunately I couldn't avoid refletions on the glass and had to crop a little extra off due to the the imperfect angle of the shot. She is also on facebook at: https://www.facebook.com/catherinefosterart .
The first 15-20 minutes of my meditation today were all focused on love, energy, chakras, and healing. I felt all of it in particular a focus on my heart and the many lifetimes of pain and injury. Archangel Metatron merged with me while I was 'Tok.' I laid down and opened my chest and just let it all go as I was filled with love. I know there were many beings there, but I didn't look around to see them. I was just accepting and opening as wide as I could. Some of the energetic visuals I have trouble describing as there were many things going on.
The physical surroundings dissolved and we went to visit baby Gaia, safe in a garden setting, with many protections in place. There were elemental beings present as well. Baby Gaia was in a previous meditation where the energies of divine masculine and divine feminine created, through the union of Obsidian and Gaia Sophia, a pristine and perfect baby Gaia. Whether symbolic, or literal on some level, this was a very beautiful experience and is a very beautiful being.
This garden setting grew into a topiary cathedral of trees and plants, and then it transformed into a crystal cathedral that the earth elementals created. The other elemental beings were also very busy forming structures, such as a waterfall and fountain, sconces with flames for warmth and light, etc. Soon many angels were standing all around admiring baby Gaia, smiling at each other, gently touching. An angelic choir began to sing...
I lifted my iridescent flaming sword above my head with the intention of spreading light and I heard a voice in my head tell me to strike down the baby. What a horrible change from the beauty I was just experiencing!
I thought to myself, that this was not my thought, and I better put the sword away, which I did. I turned around to see a dark monstrosity standing in the doorway of the cathedral.
Out came the sword again and I walked straight to it down the aisle of the cathedral. It backed away quickly and the cathedral was floating in the sky, amid some clouds as I stepped through the door. I hovered outside the cathedral filled with light.
The cathedral vanished as if shifting to another dimension and we were in the sky above Gaia. I was just smiling, completely unafraid. "It" was attempting to hurt me and I just smiled and felt absolutely no danger or darkness or anything negative.
A circle of angels and dragons formed around us creating a trap of sorts. Not in a malicious way, but a trap just the same. This being, or thought form, was now surrounded with no way out. I was told that I was like bait for this darkness to come out of hiding. I held my sword out and transmuted the negativity to light. It was connected to Gaia, and when this transmuting happened, the dark tendril to Gaia recoiled downward. Obsidian and I gave chase flying toward Gaia at high speed. It was quite the rush! This dark stuff/fog passed through a portal to try and escape, so we created a portal exit, that it then came out of, right in front of us. I honestly don't remember what further happened at that point, but there was still an army of angels and dragons present, so I believe that particular encounter ended in a transmutation of the energy.
I returned to the hot tub feeling the experience was over now, but I remembered I told a friend I would help her out with a little exploration on the grounds of her employer where she was having some issues. I had a mini-vision about this earlier.
I arrived, telepathically said hello to her, and asked this being she was experiencing to come forward. I was still smiling, and was feeling very full of compassion, without an inkling of fear. It was just me (Tok) asking. He came forward, as a reptilian being, completely benign, but also lost in fear. He had been hiding not to do harm later, but out of fear. I held him and offered to facilitate healing. I saw in his thoughts, going to a ship and being incarcerated. So I cleared that fear of his, and asked what else he feared. He pointed to the horizon, like into a portal.
I asked him to take my hands, and when he did, light filled him up and an angel whisked him away.
I asked whatever he feared to be present.
A huge monolithic stone-like thing emerged from the ground and laughed at us. It was spewing negativity at us/me and how small and pathetic we are. I could feel my hair streaming backward as it's booming voice passed by me. I felt like the house was shaking it was so loud, so I placed a bubble around it (the house). Then I smiled at this monolithic thing and became Obsidian and grew to a size that was 10 times this monolith. And I said, "Who is the small one now?" Then I realized how ridiculous that was and how I was letting ego take hold of me, so returned to being Tok...
I also realized that this monolith is ALL ego. The same ego imprint and fears embedded into Gaia by humans and other beings over the ages.
I began to talk to this energy as ego.
"I see how large you really are, and how powerful you have become. It would take an army of angels to ever defeat your greatness, for there is no way a being so small as I could ever do that."
I felt this ego starting to relax as it reveled in the ideas of being so powerful.
"Do you want to see how powerful you truly are?"
With that the army of angels and dragons arrived at my side.
"I am like a flaming arrow of light and truth."
I shot directly into it's center followed by the army and I found myself inside of this darkness and was completely fearless. It was like this darkness wanted to smother me, but I just laughed and smiled, then exploded in light. Particles of light and bits of darkness went everywhere and the angels and dragons proceeded to transmute every last bit of it.
I watched Gaia erupt in geysers of light, more pristine that she was before.
I asked if this is the last of this ego imprint and was told that humans who still harbor ego and fear will start to build it back up, but that it's like the dark having to start over to a degree. With so much light and awakening happening, it will be easier to handle going forward. They reiterated that love and compassion will take care of most of it until everyone awakens...
And that was the end of my experience.