Eye of God

[Edonai]

By now you all likely know my story - a story with which I no longer identify.

In brief, I've died eight times, had three concious NDE's, I've overdosed on heroin, had kidney and heart failure, a collapsed lung, broken hips, dislocated shoulder and am in a wheelchair. I've been an athelete and a junkie, a lover and a fighter, a materialist and a spiritualist.

But all that happened to the 'I' of individual experience, not the 'I' of God. I AM the eye of God, the all seeing eye and the 'I' of you is here with me.

When the 'I' of individuality opened it's eyes, awoke, it became the eye of God and God is All - there is no other.

God tried to speak to the masses through Little I, to enlighten them. The reliance on 'channeled' information, while not affecting God at all, brought much sadness to Little I, for Little I was still there - experiencing a world deep in denial of it's own Nature.

Little I could do nothing as the forlorn masses wallowed in despair at their own misfortune. "You have the power to change it", Little I said, "Here's how". But the masses didn't want to know, afterall the difficulties of life were all someone else's fault.

So too did Little I see many awakened souls stumbling into traps of their own making, creating for themselves the same traps they were trying to get out of, substituing one crutch for another. The crutch of 'channeling' quickly overtook the crutch of society.

"It wouldn't be so bad if people weened themselves off channeled information", thought Little I. Channeling became the new limitation.

AA Michael, AA Gabriel, Metatron ... they all reared their head, and all the while Little I struggled to remain silent. Little I tried hard not to be offfensive, for it understood the necessity of such information as a stepping stone to greater Awareness.

Little I also understood that the journey is the destination, but it got frustrated with people who talked about the destination and stopped to enjoy the scenery along the way - stopped for so long that the scenery became the destination.

Little I is coming to a greater awareness of I AM, it's own journey.