guided meditation session part 2

[KEN of holyness]

My hypnotist session went totally different from last time. i wasnt jesus this time. i was myself. there isnt much to my visions but i feel they were very beneficial. from the beginning of the session i felt blocked i kept pushing to see but i couldnt see much of anything. so the hypnotist pushed me hard to advance.she had me walk in a park. that i was able to see. i was walking down this path and there was a huge wood wall blocking the road with huge pillars going up to the sky on both sides. in the middle was a huge door that was rounded at the top. i opened the door. when it opened i was blinded by light. the light was white/yellow and gold. all the moving around and flowing together. they felt alive and they were bright. i had to look away. i looked below me i saw blue. i didnt feel i was on earth. it felt like the door to heaven or spirit world. and the blue below me felt like the world below the heavens. the hypnotist told me to enter the door. i couldnt do it. i tried many times but i was scared i would fall back to earth. so i was told to ask for help to enter the light. so i did. right when i did i saw a beautiful horse but it was a spirit horse. he was trotting by. it was awsome i saw in detail the horse trotting and saw the hair on its neck flowing in the wind. then i saw a group of horses trotting by me they were spirit horses also. i could see them but they were all white buy see through. the hypnotist said enter the light with there help. so it was so cool. i jumped on one of the horses as it trotted by. i jumped for him and rapped my arms around his neck. the second i did that i saw my body turn into a spirit. i was white and see through. after that everything disappeared. i was in some void area. i didnt see anything not even myself. i knew i was in some white void area. nothing arond at all. for maybe 30 min the hypnotist tried everything she could do get me to advance. but it didnt work. i was stuck. she then told me try to get angry and ask my guides to give me answers and tell i want them now. it was funny when i tried to demand answers i saw from my bottom left either an angel or fairy of all white flap its wings fly up to me and told me relax dont get mad. so i stopped trying to push them. so here comes the weird part. the hypnotist stopped me from trying to advance and told me her spirit guides actually contacted her. and told her i was very powerful and have a big purpose in life. but they told her i need to stop searching for answers. they told her i need to let go of everything and look deep within myself. they told her i will find my answers within me. the hypnotist told me she tried everything she could to help me. and she wouldnt be able to help me. she said where i need to go is way beyond her abilities. so guys i would love insight of what you think of this. also here is a picture i saw and bought the day after this session.

[El*]

all in Divine Time....