I have seen the discussions...don't know where to start.
What do you do if you have all the dis"eases" and more? Things got so bad in 2000 that I was told by two separate specialists that I had less than 6 months. Shortly thereafter I had an OBE or NDE depending on your beliefs...where I returned to Source. I believe the "event" was sparked by a spontaneous Kundalini awakening. After that...things became "different"...and so did I. I had great physical changes as well, stature and weight. I have spent the last 13 years healing and dealing. I have had numerous diagnosis of auto immune disorders expunged from my current file...I apparently cured myself. Just wish I knew how. :D
I am now facing new issues and one old one. I have suffered from life long anxiety and have been diagnosed with Complex PTSD(multiple traumas and lifelong abuse). I currently take no medications other than prescribed marijuana. They are now telling me that I have been having heart "episodes" and am at risk for a major heart event. The pressure is on to make me take medications for this...but I know that if there is a physical issue...it started as an emotional issue. Any idea what sort of issues would be causing this heart damage? I would appreciate any feedback or questions. As I said...I don't know where to start anymore. Science has concurred that my brain has been "re-wired" by trauma...and retro viruses are being blamed for my changing DNA. I also have been diagnosed with two retro viruses...one being Herpes Simplex 1. The other is XMRV...which they believe causes Fibromyalgia/CFS and Parkinsons just for a starter. My symptoms and diagnoses are just too numerous to even attempt to list...but I have cured most of them on my own. The anxiety and heart issues have me dumbfounded.
Today I saw beings of light for the first time in many, many years. Just wanted to add that. I see orbs and twinklies all the time...but today I saw something different. Looking for answers about that experience is what brought me here today.
Most people want to know the meaning of Life. My quest has always been to discover what IS Life?
Live, Learn, Love and Laugh
I, too, am being plagued by anxiety a lot. It is now diminishing as I have found out that the anxiety is NOT due to any outer circumstances, but the SOLAR ACTIVITY!
When I feel this inner panic in my solar plexus now and directly relax into it - knowing that it is not a premonition, that there is NOTHING I need to DO in order to be able to avoid this feeling. I have learnt to accept it as a sign for the next UPGRADE being given to me - and I bow my head and accept in willingly and lovingly into my being now,
Solar activity is very much at a PEAK right now!
The magnetic field of the Sun is reversing - a pole shift is going on, something which regularly occurs every 11 years, if I remember correctly. But as we have become ultra sensitive in the last few years, for the first time we PERCEIVE this shift consciously.
As for the racing heart - please note that Marihuana can have exactly THIS effect on you - and it tends to highten your anxiety. Try to do without it for a while and see if it gets better?
Goddess LOVE and BLESSINGS, TRUST and JOY,
So good to read these words, Lori - YES! Patience, LOVE and LIGHT and all of us are here for you - just a thought length away - but the STEPS must be taken by you!
You know - and are now going for it - all my LOVE, Goddeess Blessings and Universal Happiness!
May old bonds be released and new ones established.
May the past be brought into healing as is the future through the PRESENT!
You are in the right spot! I have many autoimmunes and believe I have healed 1-FMS. I was just recently diagnosed with another one-I'd rather have FMS than this one. It is amazing you healed yourself! I've learned that a lot of the stuff we pick up as healers/empaths is not ours. One healer-a well known one-Kenji Kumara said "If you can't clear it know it's not yours". Plus I just learned yesterday listening to another empath/intuitive life coach of how we can get rid or block people's junk so we no longer take it on. When we are in hypersensitive mode-this is when we pick up everything-we have to clear it out and learn to release.The Divine gave us this gift -it was not intended for us to pick up all of everyone's stuff. I understood what has happened with me. The woman's name is Christel Hughes-she has her own site-look her up if you feel like it. I have found that daily raising of my vibration has helped and just really deciding I would heal.....when we raise out vibration things will fall away-even illness. I've also used the webinars and shows that healers are on for help. I also then did some programs as well. I just made it a priority to heal myself-when I do this-it helps everyone including Gaia. I see the glitter like sparkles too-my daughter does as well-she has seen huge clusters of them and had a peaceful feeling. I believe they are angels-just letting me know they are here. I have experienced so much on this journey to wellness-still have more to do but won't give up. You can message me if you would like.......I'm more than happy to hear your story and maybe we can learn from each other.
Sonja is correct about the solar storm-it kicks everything into overdrive plus a full moon -intensifies everything. Be it good or bad.
Love and Light!
Stay on the prescribed marijuana. I have done a lot of research on it. It is a cure for many dis-ease. Cancer in particular. It can be broke down into liquid or taken as pills. There are some who vape it. It does wonders for people with autoimmune disease/syndromes. It is by far better than using a pill. It's natural and if it's legal where you are from -keep using it. It is not legal in the state I live in-as soon as it is I'm getting a prescription. Trust me-I've researched it-I'm not into at all for recreational use but if it helps those with many disease's then awesome. Have you had a thyroid disorder at all? Thyroid disorders can cause heart issues-especially thyroid disorders that have not been diagnosed yet. There is no expiration date on you....doctors can be depressing, cold and just not care-I've fired several. Get a second opinion if possible. Maybe try a holistic doctor if you can? I thought about your post tonight and had to respond again.
Love and Light to you!
I too have dealt with PTSD and healed from it. It has occurred off and on in my life. It is psychological. Something has happened to you either in a past life or right now that has caused this. You have to face the cause of PTSD. Mine was abuse that caused it. I had to accept my feeling and emotions-let them flow through me. This was not easy-I had a sister/ friend help me out with this. It's OK as scary as it seems to feel these emotions-your body and mind want you to. I also had to get out of the victim mentality and start believing this was an experience-part of my experience here. I planned this before I got here along with my abuser. I've learned and have moved through it. I don't know what your circumstances are....all I can do is tell you mine and how I dealt with PTSD. My youngest daughter had to deal with PTSD as well. She too has healed-with love and accepting her feelings, crying when she needed to and playing the guitar. She turned to her creative side to heal. you can beat this. You've overcame everything else which is a huge accomplishment-what a blessing! I hope I have helped you some.
Love and Light!
Dear Lori, I hear you and can understand your concerns,
After your experiences, and you were given life back when you returned, you have healed and you are here many blessings.
If it is any help just let it go, work with the Violet flames, and keep asking your heart to heal, working with the Green flame and ray of the royal purple and emmerald light allow these to permeate into and oaround your heart and being, allowing expansion into your outer bodies.
Place your hand on your heart, and visulise entering into your heart, and affirm over and over again i LOVE YOU, i bLESS YOU, WITHIN THE FOCUS OF THE sACRED FIRE TRANSMUTING SEE THIS ENERGY FLOW INTO YOU AND THROUGH YOU GROUND INTO MOTHER EARTH.
You would need a good hour, daily this will bring healing,benefit you on all levels calling Archangel Raphael and Divine Mother Mary who both attend when you ask with love and grace.
Be at peace, and you know the way as you have been before, have faith, hope and trust. You are ment to be here or you would have not still been here, tune into love, surround your being with the three rose pink flames, surround your whole being from head to to toe in the most beautiful pink light asking Archangel Chamuel to touch you your being with his Immense peace if you sit in his grace and commune long enough you will receive. Do not feel sadness, or panic or fear or this will attract more of the same, let it go, rlease the fear on your out breath, breath the love and light and fill your being with such radience from source.
I Love you You are beautiful
Life is a Gift from God.....
And we all are given some mission ....but every body is not lucky to get the Mission or The Purpose of our life....
People most of them do come & Go from this world with out knowing their purpose of Birth in this world....
Your issue is total mental & Psychological.....For that the book from Louise Hay........".How to heal your Body"...is very helpful...our most of the problems are due to our Habits and created by our Mind only....
You think about and will get the causes for your all the problems.....and solution is also.....